Memories

Chapter 1

Flashback:

"I'm sorry,please forgive me Xander I'm never gonna cook it again for you" . He just smirked at me cruelly and let go of my hair which he fisted and spit on me. I cried to sleep that night, I don't know how I would survive my life in this hellhole. I love him so much,couldn't be see I was hurting? Not only physically but also mentally. My heart was now broken too many times too beat again. I wanted to commit suicide but I cannot do that for mom,dad,Lea and my brother.

I clutched the pregnancy test in my hand it said positive,two pink lines. My eyes were glossy,my hair was pulled up in a messy bun,I fisted my hair and pulled it. I sat in the bathroom floor and cried the whole afternoon. Why would life be so cruel to me? What had I ever done? .
It had been 3 hours since I sat in the same spot. I exited my bathroom and sat on my bed and gulped down a glass of water. I dialled Lea's number,it rang a couple of times and her sweet voice chirped

"Hello sunshine,so you suddenly remember your Best friend?". I smiled and took a deep breath and let it out "I'm pregnant". I heard giggling wtf?

"I'm serious duhh" I sad wiping the tears which were now rolling down my cheeks. "I'm coming over right now is that bastard home?" . I shaked my head even though she couldn't see me and mumbled a 'no' . I kept the phone on 'our' bed and layed down looking at the ceiling. Tears flowed down my rosy cheeks while I drifted off to sleep.

After 6 months:

"You're finally gonna be free,the divorce papers are gonna arrive at his place tomorrow and you've already signed them right?" I nodded my head and looked at my nails which were no more manicured and were half eaten . "You're still not over him are you? .
"You can't get over someone you loved with all your heart lea " she sighed and sat beside me on the bed and layed on my lap,"well for the baby you need to ". I ran a hand across my huge belly I was four months due. I was gonna have a healthy baby girl,the thought of her made a smile creep on my face.