Our Past Together - SoonHoon Fanfic (Temporarily Discontinued)

Part III - {2}

Jihoon's POV

Well, didn't go as what I planned, I just felt a tear come by my face, well that's just a first try, you just have to try and try until you die that's how the saying goes right? I looked up and was greeted by 17 stars, those stars perform a beautiful space between each others, it was perfect. Just like when Soonyoung and I were dating a long time ago. Just gotta try tomorrow.

At the dorm..

I entered the dorm and got bombarded with questions. "Any luck?" I shook my head and they frowned. "Why?" . "He wasn't surprised that I was back." I looked down. "HE was with a girl." They didn't seem surprised. "We're all used to it. He's going to sway that girl and just use her like a toy." What? He does that? My face's expression was clearly written. "I know what you are thinking. He did those when you left to America 4 years ago." . "When did he start?" I asked. "November 22nd. The day of your birthday 4 years ago." My birthday? "Why my birthday though?" . "He did those so he could forget that you had a birthday, remember when we called you? When we called him to greet you, he slammed the door and I supposed you heard it right?" I did hear a door bang on that call. "That's when I asked you guys who slammed that correct?" They all nodded. We heard the door ring. Wonwoo opened it and I saw who it was. "Hi guy- O-oh who is this stranger?" I'm used to that. "That's your ex-boyfriend and also your ex-fiance." Chan said abruptly. "Don't sound angry okay? But I'll tell you okay? I don't REMEMBER him." He emphasized the word REMEMBER to me.  "Hey your getting fu-" I cut them off. "That's fine if he doesn't REMEMBER ME, because I don't want him to get hurt knowing all the pain HE had DONE to ME. You know what, its better that you didn't remember, I want to be ERASED from his precious memory that I didn't DESERVE AT ALL. I'm going to my room and please no one go to my room I want myself to be lonely, I've got stuff to do, I'm sleeping there, I'll go now." Jeonghan gave the keys to me. "Hey, can I be your roo-" I heard Soonyoung said. "What did I just say just 30 seconds ago?" I shot a death glare. "I'm out of here." I got upstairs and heard something. "I'm also going to my room. Chan, go to your mommy and daddy over there k?" . "Fine." I go to my room and started flopping myself to the bed and starting crying. I didn't want this to happen.

Soonyoung's POV

What did you just do Soonyoung? Because of your stupid mouth, you made Jihoon mad. He wanted me to forget him because he doesn't deserve me? He doesn't want me to get hurt because of what I did to him? But even though you are now okay, it hurts me that you said that right at my face. I didn't know that you got into such terrible experiences, I saw them, they were talking at the living room, they were sitting. Sitting in the living room, talking, means serious business. I did this to him, I was the one who caused it all, it was me that hurt him, it was my stupid actions taking over me. I wanted to hug him, kiss him, and never let go of him, and now he doesn't even want a roommate anymore. A hint of looking down, being rude, saying things that related to us. I didn't want this to happen at all. There's just something holding my back saying don't do it. I'm sorry Jihoon.

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Its been 22 days, I'm so sorry that I can't update, school problems are hard, and there's exams coming up Wednesday and I have to do well if I want to pass it. So I tried to write a long chapter for you guys, it only took 10 minutes because I have my plot wrote down in my mind, I'm really sorry that I can't update  as much as I want it I can't. So please forgive me, I'll try to update after the exams! Thank you for reading this, vote, comment, follow, share, recommend if you wish to click it. Thanks!