Love Forever

Chapter Nine

{Matthews POV}

She didn't know. She thought I just drank a lot then passed out. I couldn't let her find out. She will go back to her depressed state and she is doing so good thanks to me. She then will be broken thanks to me. I couldn't do that to her. She is the love of my life. I can't lose her.

"Babe what's wrong.?" She asked.

"Nothing I'm just hungry." I lied.

"Oh well then let's go to McDonald's!" She said smiling.

"Sounds great!" I said grabbing her hand then walking out the door.

After a quick breakfast we went back to her house. We snuggled up on her bed. I got a text.

Lex😑😷😒- hey baby wanna come over. We can repeat the other night.

Me- no way!! You drugged me I would of never had sex with you. Ever.

Lex😑😷😒- whoa harsh much you dick!

I didn't respond after that. She's the bitch. If Peyton finds out about it my relationship with her is over. I couldn't live without Peyton. She is my life. She has been since kindergarten. I remember how I loved her. She was a little chunky when she was little and I guess I liked her like that. We became friends. In sixth grade she was getting made fun of. I tried to stick up for her but it was hard when she pushed me out of it. Peyton never had great clothes. Old worn out. She loved it so did I. Other kids not so much. These little brats made fun of her. She always had her hair down but it was beautiful. She was made fun if for never doing anything special with her hair. Of course then the meanest things were said. Girls saying she was a fatty. I tried to tell them to back off but they wouldn't. Peyton stopped eating. I would try to make her but she would push it away. She got so unhealthy looking. I told her mom. Peyton was forced to eat. She finally gave up and ate. She got back to a heathy weight. I was so happy for her. We became closer. In high school I knew I loved her. She was beautiful always has been. Of course bitches bullied her. I didn't find out til it was too late. The depression, the cutting, the almost suiside. It would kill me if she left me. That's why I can't tell her what happened.

I guess we will just see how long I can hide it.

{Peyton's POV}

I could tell Matt was in deep thought. He always frowns and his lips like all scrunched up. He then looked down at me then smiled. He was hiding something I just didn't know what.

•4 days lata•

Still couldn't find out what he was keeping. I asked him but he shook it off and said he would never keep something from me. After that I gave up.

{Matthews POV}

Peyton kept asking if I was hiding something. I got nervous then shook it off. I can't keep this forever.

I got a call from a blocked number. I got up and went to the bathroom to take it.

"Hey baby." I heard.

"I told you to leave me alone lex!" I said.

"You better be careful what you say to me" she threatened.

"Oh yea. Or what?" I said

"I got a pic of us naked kissing from the party." She said.

"Your a bitch and your lying you just want me to come back to you and I'm not you fucking whore."

"Fine Matthew I warned you." She said then the line went dead.

{Peyton's POV}

Matt took a call. I was wondering who it was. I mean it is a little late to be calling someone. I then heard him stop talking. My phone then buzzed. It was a picture message from...lex? How did thas beyoch get me numba. I opened it just from curiosity.

Lex- hope you enjoy this.😏😊

Ok weird. I opened the picture. I was shocked. I looked over to my bathroom door. Tears flooded my eyes. Matt looked at me with wide eyes. He knows I know.

"P-Peyton..." He stuttered coming closer to me. I was standing up.

"You better leave." I just said wiping my eyes.

"Please baby. Let me explain. C'mon we are still bestfriends we can talk things out" he explained. I was balling.

"You did it didn't you!" I started to scream. My heart was beating. My breathing was getting faster.

"Yes...but but here me out she drugged me and on top of that I was drunk!" He tried to explain. Here it goes.

"I CANT BELIEVE YOU!" I screamed crying.

"IM SO SORRY PLEASE BABY LET ME EXPLAIN!" He cried out.

"NO GO BACK TO HER!" I yelled covering my puffy eyes.

"I thought you loved me." I cried quieter.

"Oh god I do I never stopped." He said hugging me. I didn't hug back.

"LEAVE!" I screamed pushing him. He was taken back. Tears were running down my face.

(A/N- btw listen to breathe me by sia on this part.)

He finally left. This was it. This is pushing me over. Now I barely have no one. My mom is always gone. I have no friends now. I have no boyfriend. How could Matt do this to me? I'm done.

I ran to the bathroom I was a mess. My mom left her pills in my bathroom cause hers is broken. I opened the bottle. It was hard because the tears made my vision blurry. I was screaming crying. I went out of the bathroom.

I pulled my hair crying. I went to my desk then threw things off of it. I went to my bed. Threw my blankets on the floor screaming.

"WHY!" I screamed breaking my mirror in my room. It was small.

I went back in the bathroom.

Picked up the pill bottle.

"Goodbye" I whispered.

{Matthews POV}

I couldn't leave her like this. I heard smashing, yelling, and crying. Then a I was by and air thing in the wall. There was one in every room. I was leaning into it listening to whatever.

I heard a slight 'goodbye'. It scared me. My eyes went wide as I bolted upstairs. I busted into her room. It was already trashed. The bathroom door was closed. I ran to it and tried to open the door. Locked.

{Peyton's POV}

I poured some pills in my shaky hand. I heard footsteps in my room. Matt. I quickly looked at the door. The handle was wiggling. Then beating in it.

I put the pills in my mouth.

Swallowed.

The door busted open. There was Matt, tears in his eyes.

"You did this!" I yelled pointing to myself.

Everything went blurry. I was falling. I saw Matt rush to my side. He pulled out his phone.

"I...hate...you.." I whispered then closed my eyes. Everything was peaceful.