Love Forever

Chapter Six

*peytons POV*

We got in our room and it was nice. The fridge was filled with good food but too bad I'm never hungry. Perks of depression.

There was two rooms thank god. I don't want to wake up Matt at night. I went into one of the rooms to set my bags down.

I went to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and saw bags under my eyes. I gasped. I quickly grabbed my makeup bag to fix it.

I went out to the main part of the hotel room. Matt was sitting there on his phone. I gave him a hug. He was shocked at first but then smiled.

"Thanks for being my best friend." I said.

"Yea best friend." He said and sighed. I know how Matt felt but I couldn't break his heart when I go.

"It's uh getting late I'm going to get ready for bed." I said but I knew I would never get to sleep.

I washed my face to where I looked horrible. I slid on my shorts and tank top. I quickly hopped into bed. It was so comfy. Matt was right next to me. He turned off the light.

"Night." He said.

"Night." I said.

I just looked up to the celling and walls. I was on my phone for a while reading but it was no use.

It was 3:30 am! God I'm done! I can't sleep. I'm so tired but whenever I close my eyes I just open them. I sat up in my bed. I just started to silent cry. It was getting louder. I grabbed my pillow and screamed into it.

"WHY?WHY ME!" I screamed into into it. The pillow kept getting wet from all my tears.

I was then getting shooken by someone. I looked then saw Matt with so much worry on his face.

I cried more into Matt. He just rubbed my back not knowing what to do. Who would? I'm a freak. No one wants to handle me. I ran from Matt to the bathroom.

I took out my blade and started to cut. I heard banging on the door from Matthew.

One cut.

Two cuts

Three cuts.

I finally had enough from the mixture of blood and tears.

I slid down the wall while still crying.

"Pey please let me in." I heard Matt on the other side of the door. I shook my head no. He wouldn't accept me saying no.

"Peyton please." He said once more. I cried more. I used my strength and opened the door. He rushed up to me and hugged me.

"I'm sorry." I cried. He shook his head. He left me to go get something out of my bag. He brought me my depression pills. I shook my head no fast. He crouched down to me. He tried to hand a pill. I hit it out if his hand. He took another one out. I kicked the bottle out of his hand. He was shocked.

"NO LET ME DIE!" I screamed as I cried. " JUST LET ME DIE!" I screamed. He came and gave me a hug.

"NO LET ME JUST GO!" I screamed but Matt held me tighter. I was sobbing. I wanna leave! Take me away! It's easy. Just swallow some pills.

"Shhh no Peyton I love you." He said rocking us back and fourth on the bathroom floor.

My sobs became silent. Matt carried me to the bed. It was now 5:00am. I was so weak. It's time for me to go. I couldn't leave Matt though. He was my life.

I got up to get dressed early. I just put on a black tank top and a red flannel over it with some jeans and red vans. I left my hair down just cause I didn't want to mess with it.

"You alright Peyton?" Matt asked checking up on me.

"Yea" I said stepping into his view. "Where are we going today?" I asked.

"The lock bridge." He said and smiled. He then pulled something out of his pocket. It was a lock. I looked at it more.

It said...

Mattew & Peyton

♡Forever♡

It was beautiful. I gave it back to Matt to put away.

"Well let's go." I said grabbing his hand. We were out the door.

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So sorry I haven't updated in a while. I have been busy with other story's.

I was trying not to cry during this.