Hey you
why am i being polite to you? i want to be rude to you i want to say rude things to you
to make you overthink about yourself like you made me overthink every night about myself thinking i wasn't good enough for anyone.. Alright alright let me stop bringing up the past and suffering lets talk about How much i hate you
you know i hate you but you still continue to talk to me as if nothing happened we weren't anything i pretend to like you but deep inside me i hate you ha
but you know what? i fucking thank you for the little memories and the little happiness I've crave for even tho what we had wasn't love at all but i learned my lesson i really did never will i waste my time on someone so fucked up like you but because of you i found better.. Someone who actually says nice things to me someone who spells out i love you and means it
