Choice

For You

Jungkook's POV (It's Jikook so his POV of Jimin should be elaborated)
Have you ever seen something that makes your knees week, eyes teary yet happy? No? Even I have never seen or felt something not until this moment. Jimin swayed from his initial place to the centre of the stage. His dance was flowy yet curbed, soft yet powerful, classy yet raw with emotions. He looked like an angel that is descended to the stage. He was flying in the stage with his wings invisible to my eyes. Of course I am a human and he is an angel that is why his wings are invisible to me. I felt my heart thumping hard. He danced smoothly matching the lyrics smooth like a snake. The blindfold and the expressions of his felt like he is an angel trapped in this unholy world. "Lie" ended soon only to start "Spring day" where Taemin hopped in and Jimin spun off from the stage. Jacket off he glided smoothly in his knees in Taemin's flip. He had a choker on his honey milk colored neck that enunciated his collarbones well. My mind clouded with filthy thoughts that I could not snap off from. Both danced for the second song with smiles on. But my eyes only focused on Jimin since my mind deliberately blurred all the images around him. I took in each of his movement recording them in my heart through eyes. Harmones driving mind through the path of lust where heart screamed admiration I am having a fight within myself for that one boy who occupied my mind and heart from the moment he walked in today.  When their performance ended Jimin was quite breathless with all the moves and jumps. Taemin who seemed more than happy with it lifted Jimin off the ground spinning him while saying something I could not make out from the distance. The scene burned my heart. I felt the need to snatch Jimin from Taemin for unknown reasons.
When Taehyung closed my mouth that I didn't know was open, to say I was embarrassed would be an understatement. I got caught by my own boyfriend while drooling over another ethreal boy who is also my said boyfriend's best friend. "Daebak... It was amazing" I stuttered out patting myself for not uttering any inappropriate words. I felt ashamed and like a cheater for looking at another person when I have Taehyung. Pain and shame coursed through my body which made me shrink in my seat.
A group of perverted students crowded around Jimin and started to harass him. The pushed aside feeling of scooping him up in my arms came back with a force. I clenched my fists till my knuckles turned white. But before even I got up Taehyung growled at the crowd and pulled Jimin into his arms. It looked like he was inhaling Jimin's scent but I am probably wrong. Its quite an act if intimacy and Taehyung is his bestie not lover. After that Jin pulled him from Tae's embrace making him sit and offered him water. He wiped some sweat off if his forehead while drinking water leaving some leak from the corner of his pretty pink lips. He didn't try but damn it's sexy. He is cute and sexy, a wierd combination that could be only carved as porcelain dolls. But here he is, a living doll. Clenching my fists again strongly that it imprinted the shape of my nails in my palms I turned back to the stage.
I should stop my thoughts that are running wild before my body summons itself to those sickly thoughts. I bit my bottom lip harshly to cool off the warmth that is spreading throughout my body.
He should be illegal. His cute yet sexy self should be illegal. His angelic yet devilish dance should be illegal. The way he makes my heart beat hike up and the way he makes my knees go weak and insides soft with his eye crinkling crescent smile should be illegal.
I can't do this. I shouldn't do this. Not to my boyfriend. Not to my hyung. I can't lust over my friend's baby brother whom I should have seen as my own brother. I should not cheat in Tae. Moreover I can't do this to Jimin when he is looking up to me as an inspiration, when he respects me as a hyung and when he hasn't been nothing but a sweetheart.
"Yeah he is a sweetheart... A very sweet sweetheart" the demonic voice of lust echoed through my mind. Closing my eyes shut I tried to compose myself with a decision of forgetting Jimin and the blissful experience all over.

Me in the background "Caught in a lieeeee". Well this is a short chappie but man falling in love is a beautiful experience. I am not kidding but even though you can't dramatically blur out everything, when you are falling for someone you only have eyes and ears for them. You will tend to notice every action they make and every reaction they give out. Its a painful pleasure. You will want to fall harder yet you will also want to ran away. A mix of expectation and fear. You want it but you don't. I wanted my small number if readers to experience it. That is why in last chapter I elaborated Tae's view and now Jeon's view. Vote if you like this. Sorry for the mistakes and grammatical errors made. You see am not that good in English. Love y'all ❤️❤️❤️ Tata👏👏