Choice

I don't stand a chance

Jimin’s POV
While we were walking to Uni Jin hyung stopped me by holding my wrist. I turned to him. He signaled for me to stop. He then took a small sized box with a bow and gave it to me. I took it from him and opened it. I saw a pair of dangling earrings in it. The box had a layer underneath. Jin hyung held the earring for me while I slid the top layer off the box. It had a 4 finger rings. It looked gorgeous.
“Wow hyung these are really beautiful, I am sure Namjoon hyung will love it. But am doubtful about rings size”.  I heard Namjoon hyung laugh as soon as I said it, I wonder when he came beside Jin hung. Jin hyung flicked my forehead and said “Its my gift for you pabo. I don’t know any adults who have small hands besides you. I pouted. His face softened. “It is my gift for you for entering Uni Jiminie”. I smiled at him. He is really a lovely person and I am so lucky to have him. I will do my best in Uni to make him proud. “My baby is all grown up” He fake cried wiping his imaginary tears. Okay to add to his lovely character he is pretty sassy and over dramatic. To play along Namjoon hyung rubbed his back to calm him. I gave them my best judgmental stare to them. Namjoon hyung pinched my cheeks and said “Is that a mean look mochi? Ha ha ha” he laughed.
After few seconds I laughed along with them. Jin hyung helped me with earrings while Namjoon hyung took my hands and slid the rings on my middle and fourth fingers. “It looks pretty” he said once done. “My baby is always pretty” Jin hyung said after I wore the earrings turning me around to face him. I saw Taetae walking alongside Jungkook hyung few meters ahead us. Yoongi hyung tagged along with J-Hope hyung was little behind them. They came to a halt as we were almost in front of Uni. Since today is our first day, we will not have lectures. We will be receiving our schedules and have a tour around the campus and our respective departments. After we are familiarized with the environment we will have speech to attend along with all our seniors, since its their first day of new semester. That means I can see Jungkook hyung again. The thought itself made me flustered.
Taetae pulled me into a hug pinching my cheeks as soon as we joined the awaiting group. He was saying something about how my earrings look good on me. But nothing was received by my brain cells as I was practically drooling at Jungkook hyung. “You look pretty” he said as soon as we made eye contact. To hide the developing blush, I hid behind Taetae. Maybe this is the only time I appreciate Taetae’s height. “Awwwww mochi is shy” Hoseok hyung cooed. I think Jin hyung influenced him a lot. Once bell rang we bid our goodbyes walking our own ways. By walking I meant Taetae’s jumping with me being dragged behid.
We waited for about 5 minutes to receive our schedules. Me and Taetae has conceptual arts, sculpting and mixed media together. He had music classes to improve his vocals and I had contemporary dance, creation of choreography separately. At least I share few classes with him otherwise I will be doomed. We joined the group of first years for our campus tour that was lead by presidents if each departments.
They showed us our classrooms, Lecture halls, Art rooms where we will have paint and sculpting classes, storage rooms to keep art supplies and locker rooms. We were then grouped up according to our majors. Taetae went along with vocals and I joined dance group. They showed us practice rooms. We were shown two big halls that we can use for group choreography and five mini rooms where individual practices can be done. All the rooms were equipped with music system. A cheerful feeling ran through my whole body. I had a sense of belonging here. It was home. I will give in all my efforts to prove myself. I will become a remarkable dancer. I will make hyung and aunt proud.
Groups adjoined again. Taetae said we have big recording theatres and music room full of different instruments in Uni. He looked pretty excited. He will be the best and I know it. He has a unique deep voice but he can also sing high notes. He will shine for sure. My giant star. Our seniors then showed us cafeteria and told us to move to the auditorium for our first day speeches.
I spotted Jin hyung around the corner along with others except Jungkook hyung. I pouted internally. “Jungkook will be singing a song today to welcome all of us to new semester” Yoongi hyung said as if he read my thoughts. “Really? Wow…” Taetae squealed. We made to our seats and waited for the event to start. Jungkook hyung came to stage and started singing “See you again”.
My whole world blurred out. He has a voice of an angel. All my surroundings looked empty. I felt surreal. This man is the synonym of perfection. My daze was broken by loud claps. That is when I understood that the song was over. Taetae behind me shouted like a fan that saw their idol sing. Jungkook hyung deserves it. He has such a beautiful voice. A beautiful voice for a beautiful man. I could see the girls squealing when he walked down the stage. He smiled at all of them and walked like a celebrity to his seat near us. “You sang great hyung, That was really beautiful” Taetae exclaimed. His eyes roamed and fixate on me. “Y---you hav---vve a great v—oice. Nnn-iicee so—song selection” I stuttered. Why the hell should I stutter now? I want the earth to follow me now. He half smiled and half smirked at my comment. “Thanks mochi” he said.
“You are going to get another set of boys and girls around you man” Namjoon hyung said to Jungkook hyung. Means he is Bi and had many people toeing around him all the time. Wow I don’t have chance at all. I mean he could choose pretty ones. He would not even look at me. One shot straight to heart. My insecurities surfaced above whispering “You don’t stand a chance”.

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