I Feel Alone. (BTS Jungkook X Male!Reader)

Chapter 7

Light snores were heard from your dark bedroom. It was 10:30 at night and you had fallen asleep on your bed while playing video games such as Mario Kart and so on. You were cuddled up in your nice warm blanket when all of a sudden someone was knocking at your front door. You made a low growl while getting up and heading to the front door without caring about how you looked; too tired to even realize that you probably looked like you had just woken up, which to be fair, you did.

You opened the door and saw that oh-so-familiar pest that you thought you had finally gotten rid of. You heaved a huge sigh and let him in knowing he would get in one way or another with or without you.  "What do you want," you asked with a raspy tone. "You," he said calmly with a smile as if he didn't just make your heart skip a beat and your face turn a red hue as you blushed hard. "Um, excuse me?" You questioned seeming somewhat offended even though you were gushing from the embarrassment of his cheesy line.

He chuckled at you and ruffled your hair before grabbing your hand and leading you to your bedroom like he owned the place. He pushed you onto your bed and later beside you while wrapping his arms around your skinny torso. "What are you doing?" You mumbled as you were slowly falling asleep again. He just hushed you and told you to go to sleep which is all it took for you to go back into a beautiful sleep.

The next morning he had dragged you out of your house and took you out for ice cream. It was still morning when you guys got there so you gave him a weird look before saying "ice cream and the morning don't go together", before he replied with "actually it goes great, the ice cream gives you happiness before a hard day of life!"  You found it stupid that he said that but didn't realize that you were smiling like an idiot as you are your ice cream. "See?" He said as he pointed at you with his spoon, trying to get his point across. You just simply rolled your eyes at him as you finished your ice cream.

The next couple of days had been like that, happy outings that could be considered dates if it weren't for your brain that wanted to deny what your heart felt. You had become so happy that you had forgotten what it was like to be sad. You had forgotten what had happened that made you so depressed. You felt loved and happiness in ways you never could have imagined.

Although, happiness never lasts and you were about to be reminded of this factor. It was a rainy Sunday afternoon and Jungkook had called you and told you that he couldn't come and hang out with you because he was held up at work. You were sad that you couldn't spend a boring rainy day with someone fun but you knew it wouldn't end your life. You had no idea what you were going to do with yourself for the day and had finally come to the conclusion of going to a walk to the library to read.

Reading made you imagine a world without cruel vial things such as humans. It was a way to escape reality and go into an imaginative place that you knew you could never go to in actuality. After sprinting to the library cause you realized that you didn't have an umbrella at the moment from when the wind had blown it away when you and Jungkook went to a park on a windy day to play on the swings and be pushed by the one and only, you entered the library and started browsing at the books. Once you found your favorite genre section, you started looking at the books that you could read. After you found some books to read, you sat down in a chair and began to read until you heard a certain someone talking. You looked to your left to see Jungkook with a female that was about the same height as him with long brown hair and beautiful pale skin.

It looked as if he was really enjoying himself and you didn't want to impose. It dawned on you, he had told you that he was going to be held up at work, not hanging out with someone. This made you suspicious and you started to inch closer to them behind a bookshelf, trying to hear their conversation. You liked to think that you were just here at the wrong time and happened to hear everything but who were you kidding, you were eavesdropping without a doubt. The female was flirting with him and he was doing nothing but smiling and looking happy. You were getting sick of the lovey-dovey stuff and decided to leave.

As you about left, you heard someone call out to you, "(Y/N)? What are you doing here?"  You already knew who that voice belonged to and for some reason, all you could do was run away. You hadn't realized that you were crying until you had made it back to your apartment dripping wet from the rain. You didn't know why it was affecting you but for some reason, this feeling that Jungkook was letting that female flirt with him just pissed you off and made you feel like you were betrayed. Why did you feel this way and why did you run away from him instead of talking to him and most importantly, why did he lie to you about work?