3 Months Later or so it feels
It's been about a month since I "broke up" with Christian. I couldn't stay with him when I'm not ok on the inside. What Dean did to me tore me up inside out and all I could do was cry because I didn't want to see him or Christian. Since the breakup Christian got a new girlfriend. To think that I thought he actually loved me but he didn't. I've cut everyone off I barely even left my house unless I'm going to work. I had no reason to live anymore nobody knew where I was and honestly I wasn't in the mood to explain to anybody why I removed myself from everyone. I laid on my back with tears rolling down my face just hoping it could all end this pain was unbearable to live with.
"Was I not good enough? Maybe it's my hair or my looks?" I spoke to myself before a hard knock hit my front door.
"Go away !" I wiped my eyes then the unknown person knocks again. I rush to the door wiping my eyes. I swung it open with an attitude and met the eyes of a man towering over my 5ft body. Before I could do anything I was being carried out of my apartment by this man. I didn't even bother trying to fight back because a few moments earlier I prayed for this pain to end and if this was how it ends oh well. The tall man took me to this black van and put me inside. Where I sat before 3 other men.I sat there for a few more moments before I spoke,
"Who are yall?" The guy in the front seat laughed with the guy in the passenger seat. I just sat back and minded my business. Within a hour nobody said anything to me I still don't know anybody and I have no idea where these big foot ass niggas plan on taking me. We finally stopped infront of this house on a hill. One guy held each of my arms I don't know why but I'm not fighting anything as long as this depression will stop.
The guys holding walked me up the hill leading me to this unfamilliar house. The driveway of this house was filled with rose pedals which was weird as fuck considering I was ready to die. The guys took me into the dark house and stood bythe front door with both of my arms still in their hands.
"Damn Hulk loosen up ya grip a little." I told them both
The light turned on and I knew why they held my arms because all the control that I thought I had was tested. There he was infront of me with a bunch of roses on his knees.
"I'm sorry. I was stupid. I know you hate me for this but I couldn't get in contact with you and this was my only resort. I love you. Only you nobody else." Dean spoke as tears ran down his face.
"Who's house is this?" I asked him still being held by the two big niggas.
"It's mine.After you left I moved away." He spoke with a confused look on his face
" Dean you took my kindness for a weakness and now you are on your knees begging for another chance?" I snatched one of my hands out of the grip and pulled his hair so he could look me in the face.
"Then you cheated on me with a bitch who can't even beat me up. You hurt me and obviously what I did hurt you. You don't love me if you did you wouldn't have cheated. Then you had the big bulky ass niggas come to my house so they think they have some authority over me. You know i'll fuck both of them up by myself. I let his hair go to snatch the faces masks ofd the two guys,
"Daemi what the fuck." I mushed him making him fall on the floor.
"Zico...Get the fuck off me before you get beat up too" I seen him and almost punched him. He flinched moving backwards.
"And then you have my closest friends help you out with this? Does he know what you did to me? That you cheated on me with that hoe from work in our bed. You hurt me. You don't understand what it means to be hurt. I loved you and you treat me like it didn't mean anything."I picked up the roses he had ripped them and threw them in his face.Dean stood up off the floor looking down at me. I was still weak against him but only because I loved him.He didn't even look them same. I looked up to him he was my everything but this nigga still cheated on me. I broke down in front of him.
"Ok thank you guys you can go." He spoke to Daemi and Zico.
He held me and didn't let go even when i nudged him to move away.
"I love you okay, what I did was my mistake I lost the best thing that happened to me. When everyone told me they lost contact with you I made it my job to find you because I am in love with you. I just want you to stay with me I'm not asking for the feeling to be mutual I just want to keep you safe. Please." He held me tight
(Sooooo I haven't updated this story in a while but it's gonna get a bit spicy again thanks you guys for supporting my story)
