My name is Rocky, Goddess of Fire and Chaos. Yeah... I sound evil. That's why I was banished from Volkheim by my mother, the queen. Yeah. Princess Rocky. I know. I'm super cool! I was found by my adoptive mother, Queen Louisa of Muspelheim and sent...
I laid on my bed with my huge ass stomach and Gwen laying next to me.
"Rocky... What are you going to do with the baby?" she asks.
I take a deep breath, "Remember Queen Frigga?" I ask.
"Loki's mommy?" she asks.
I nod, "I am going to open a portal, in the past, and you are going to take the baby to her and Odin along with a note. You are going to help raise the baby alongside them. Okay?"
She has a lot of questions after that. I answer as much as I can.
My new sister, Gamora, has been helping me. She knows my plan and approves. I smile.
One week until I'm due. One fucking week. I could technically burst at any time. I know nothing. Loki is so far away. I can't even tell him. Nothing!
He isn't even going to know he has a kid who is raised as his sibling... I told past Frigga everything that I could without changing the future. She accepts. I have to accept that I might never know my own child. Or... children.
Loki's POV
I spun my ring on my finger as I sat on the floor against the wall. Our 10 year anniversary. 10 years ago... 10 months ago she was alive... cuddling up to me in bed... kicking Thor's ass... helping me smile... taking care of her brothers... taking care of our wolves... our Asgroar... me...
I frown more than before...
I send a telepathic message...
I love you so much. I will never be able to move on... ever. Even if it kills me... I will never love anyone but you, Rocky. Happy 10 fucking years...
Rocky's POV
I sat up once it started. His voice was cracking even in telepathic form. He was crying.
I love you so much. I will never be able to move on... ever. Even if it kills me... I will never love anyone but you, Rocky. Happy 10 fucking years...
10 years. Today was 10 years. Holy. Fucking. Shit.
I start panicking. Suddenly... my sweatpants are soaked.
"Gwen... Go get Gamora and a nurse, " I say and she runs off quickly. I sit up carefully and open a portal in the past. "Frigga, Odin," I say. They look over.
"Is it happening?" Frigga asks. I nod.
"You will take care of it, right?" I ask. They nod. "I will send Gwen with the child. Take care of her as well?"
"Rocky, of course. If you really are telling me we have more kids than the ones you are sending us, we will do anything for their safety," Odin says. I smile.
"Never tell me in the future," I say. "Or them." They nod.
I close the portal and a nurse appears in the doorway.
*8 hours later*
I pushed out a creature for the last time. 2 babies... I smiled as it ended. I was helped up and looked at my kids. Our kids.
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A wolf pup... Loki's magic must have tainted our child and combined with mine must have absolutely fucked up this child's composition.
And a little black haired and green eyes baby girl.
I waved my hand and two little blankets were made with their names embroidered on them.
Hela and Fenrir... Loki's beautiful babies.
I smile and open the portal to the past again. "Frigga, Odin." The look over. "Your son's magic combined with mine has done some stuff. There are 2 babies. Hela and Fenrir. Hela is normal as far as I can tell. Fenrir is a wolf," I say.
"A what?" Odin says. I smile.
"A wolf pup," I say, "I ask you don't treat him like a mutt."
They nod. I hand Gwen the babies and send them across the portal. I smile to Gwen as she leaves.
"I love you three," I whisper to Gwen and the babies. "Tell them about me. My name at least. Some way I can inform them in the future," I say. Frigga nods. I duplicate my ring and give it to Gwen. "When she's older," I say. Gwen nods and I close the portal, collapsing into Gamora's arms and crying.
"They will be fine, Rocky," she says. I nod.
"I hope me and Loki can meet them one day. Be parents. I always had visions of us being parents... having many kids. Along with my two brothers... He loved the idea," I say, remembering. "I need to be alone. Tell him I won't be out of my room for a while," I finish. She nods and leaves. I lay on my bed and hug Loki's cloak close to me. I had stolen it from when I had it. I remember it going missing. Guess I realized why.
It smelled like him. Loki... everywhere in my mind. I open a portal and look at him.
Loki's POV
I sat calmly on the floor looking through her sketchbook. I see the first drawing she did... me. Always involved me. My head falls back against the bed. I place the book down and throw the glass of water I had.
(Italics is how Rocky is reacting)
I cover my mouth, concealing a sob.
I look at where it shattered. I see a painting she made of me, Thor and her hanging directly above it. I sigh and bury my face in my hand.
He is broken...
"Why?" I mumble silently.
I hear a knock at the door. "Loki." Mother.
"Come in," I say. Frigga walks in.
Frigga sees me. I don't hide the portal from her. I send a sad smile.
"Loki... this is unhealthy. You don't eat. You don't sleep. She wouldn't want this," Frigga says.
"10 years, Mother. We would both be married next year. MARRIED! At 18! Rulers of realms! Maybe even have some kids running around someday... Prove I was better than Thor... Show Fandrall up in every way..," I say. Mother sits beside me.
"Rocky was always resourceful, my son. The never did find her. She could just be on the run," Frigga says.
I need to stay hidden. I close the portal.
"She would never just run..," I say. Mother hugs me and I cry.
"I know..," she says. "I'll have your dinner brought up."
