Finding My X's Value (His questions)

Until when will I keep finding her value?

Our lives are in its simplest. We are just messing things up, making it complicated. And so, very, very short. Sure, it was the technology that came first whenever people talk about life. On how the generation today is different from the other.

But don't be so sad/mad about that. Because it's true. It makes sense. All of them have values. A value that makes us who we are today, the new generation. 

Back from the past, they don't have calculator to use whenever they solve math problems. They do it themselves. They don't use computer to learn. They have libraries. They don't use cell/mobile/tele/android phones to communicate. They have letters. For that, they survived.

But that things didn't satisfy us, so we invent technology. See? That explains that the past has a huge contribution on what we have now.

So what's my point of discussing these serious things? Because just like how people find the value of the past, I want to know what's hers.     

In life, you may encounter all of the shits that ever existed. And love is one of them. Once you embrace the fact, you will definitely start to get with it.

But what if that 'love' disappoints you? Just because of a girl that only causes heartache? Will you give love a second chance?   

I cried an ocean when we broke up. It really hurts me. I thought, I can easily forget about 'her' when I divert my attention to other things. But hell, I just can't erase the hell out of her in my stupid heart. I can't fucking ease the pain. 

She made me believe that there's no forever. That forever is just a word without meaning. I hate her, and so she came back.

I really hate her, but in the meantime, I want her back. God, I'm so pathetic.  

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Sorry if this is short. I'll try harder next time to make the chapters longer, okay?

Thank you,

Mythler