APOV
Ian leaned in and crashed his lips against mine. I was shocked he had kissed me this time and we are both SOBER. When I realized what was going on, I closed my eyes and was about to kiss him back. Before I could he broke the kiss and ran out to his car. When I got up to chase after him he was already gone.
I sat down on the couch with my mind racing a million miles a minute. My heart was thudding hard in my chest and I felt confused. I didn't know what to do. "Does he feel the same for me as I do for him?" I mumbled. "Why is this so complicated?!?" I yelled and punched the couch.
I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and called Mari. "Hello." "Hey Mari its Anthony could you come over? I need to talk to you its important." "Ok Anthony I'll be over in a few." We hung up and I got off the couch to lay on my bed. I got up when I heard the doorbell ring.
Mari POV
I had just finished filming the newest episode of SmoshPit Weekly when my phone started to ring. I pulled it out and checked the caller id. Seeing that it was Anthony I answered it. "Hello.................... Ok Anthony I'll be over in a few." After hanging up I walked over to my coffee table and picked up my car keys. When I was on the phone with Anthony, he sounded as if he had been crying. I was worried about Anthony and one question ran through my mind. What was wrong with Anthony?
I got to the Smosh house in a matter of minutes. After I found a place to park and killed the engine, I sat in my car for a minute trying to shake this strange feeling I was getting. I felt something was terribly wrong. I got out of my car with a sigh and rushed over to the front door and rang the doorbell.
Anthony opened the door a moment later. As I thought he had been crying. His eyes were red and puffy and there were dried tears on his face. I felt my heart ache at the sight of my friend like this. He stepped aside and started to walk to the living room. I walked inside and closed the front door. I followed him to the living room. He sat down on the couch and I sat on the coffee table. We sat in silence for about five minutes, until I asked Anthony what was wrong. Anthony started to talk and told me about everything that had happened last night and this morning. I sat there in silence, but was squealing like a little fangirl on the inside. That is until Anthony said Ian had run out of the house and left in his car. That is when a sad realization hit me making my heart break. They both want each other but they are scared to ruin their friendship and smosh. They are fighting their feelings for each other.
When I looked at Anthony's face a fresh river of tears had started to flow. I quickly pulled him into a comforting hug and hummed softly. I let him cry it out for about an hour, until he mumbled something into my neck.
APOV
After opening the door and leading Mari into the living room, we sat in silence. I was trying to quiet my mind enough to figure out where to start. After a while Mari's voice snapped me out of my confused thoughts.
"Anthony what's wrong?" She asked in a tone a mother would to a small child.
"I....I don't know where to start. Mari I....I'm so confused. I am such a mess." I choke on a sob. Mari slightly drops her head so she's staring at the couch and tells me to tell her everything but to start at the beginning. I began to tell her what happened last night and this morning, but before I was even halfway through I felt tears start to run down my face. When I finally finished, I was taking shakey breathes and my body was trembling. Mari had immediately wrapped me in a warm hug and was humming to me. We stayed like this for about an hour, when I finally stopped crying and realized something.
"I'm in love with Ian." I mumbled into her shoulder. Although it came out as immm mmmblbm iam.
"What?" She looked down at me with confusion on her face. I pulled away and looked her in the eyes.
"I....am.....in......love......with.....Ian." I said slowly. After I had said it I saw a small smile spread on Mari's face.
IPOV
After I kissed Anthony and he just sat there, I ran to my car and left before he could tell me he hated me. I went to the one person who knew I was in love with my best friend. I called my mom and let her know I was coming over. When I got to her house I killed my car's engine and began to cry. I got out of the car and ran inside. My mom was holding me in a matter of seconds.
"What's wrong baby? Talk to me honey."
"Mom I ruined everything." I was crying even harder now. I told her what had happened the night before and that I had kissed Anhtony today. "Everything will be alright baby. You just have t......"
"NO MOM I F*CKED UP EVERZYTHING!" I had started trembling after I said that. "Mom he just sat there. He just sat there and didn't respond. I don't want to lose him mom. I love him. I have loved him ever since we became friends." My mom sat there listening and trying to comfort me. I stopped crying and told her I was going into my old room. When I sat down I began crying just as hard as before. She came in and comforted me. All of a sudden I felt exhausted and fell into the darkness of sleep.
I didn't sleep very well. As soon as the darkness took hold of me, the dreams came. In every dream it was me and Anthony and one phrase was in every dream. "Ian you disgust me. I hate you! I can't believe we were friends!"
I sat up screaming for Anthony not to go. I was covered in a cold sweat and felt tears running down my face. I just let them fall not caring. I noticed that it was early morning and all of a sudden my door was open and my mom was holding me. Once the tears had stopped flowing, I looked at my mom and apologized for waking her and told to go back to bed. She smiled and said ok. I waited until I heard her door shut before I got out of bed. I went into the kitchen and made some coffee. I sat down with a sigh and took a sip of my coffee. "What am I going to do?" I whispered. I sat in silence sipping my coffee for about an hour until i heard a car pull up.
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