Healing scars | Tododeku | Bakudeku |

Before | part 1

Midoriya walked into his dark empty apartment 'a note?' He thought to himself. "Sorry honey! I won't be home for a week or so, here's some money for food. I love you don't get into trouble. -love mom". He put the note down gently and walks upstairs his legs ached, hell his whole body hurt. Deku walked into his bathroom and undressed checking all the bruises and cuts kacchan left him with. He garbed the first aid kit "shit" he groaned, he's out of disinfectant and bandages. He threw his green hoodie back on and left to apartment to quickly get some.

"Fucking quirkless deku you're a waste of space!"

"You will never be a hero!"

I will

"I'm sorry you're just not cut out to be a hero"

I can be a hero!

"I almost feel bad for him"

Stop

"Why would I be friends with a good for nothing like you"

"Do us all a favor and end it all!!"

Izukus eyes stung, but he kept walking in the cold night air. He stepped into the empty convince store and looked for the bandages and disinfectant. He heard the bell to the front door ring thinking nothing of it and grabbed what he needed. "That'll be 7.99 anything else" he opened his mouth to say no but couldn't.

Deku POV- (this whole thing should've been in deku POV but I forgot ooops)

"This as well" I turned confused at the taller boy, he looked around my age placing two drinks and a small bag of ice on the counter. He didn't look at me "uhm is he with you sir?" The cashier asked I sighed running a hand through my hair "yes". I don't really know why I said yes or who the hell this guy was but he seriously looked sketchy. The cashier bagged our stuff and we walked out I looked at the man, he wore A large black hoodie and jeans.

"That was awfully kind of you izuku Midoriya~" He took the drink out of one of the bags and took at sip. My heart stopped before beating 10x faster then normal. "W-who are you?" I question but my voice cracked very noticeably making it sound garbled. He looked at me for the first time that night staring straight at me, no straight threw me, I felt like he was staring at me soul. "Come with me and I'll tell you everything you wanna know, izuku" his face looked rough and dry, a couple scars, his hair was a mess.

'What do I do' I froze a thousand thoughts going through my head all at once. "Don't worry so much" he looks at me taking the other bag and starts walking "let's go" that sounded more like a demand then a request. I don't know why but this man...he felt.. right he looks back and gives me a look I don't know how I could explain it other then The look of understanding? Not pity like he usually gets.

Deku slowly moved forward and walked with this man who he doesn't know "The name's Tomura " I stood next to him realizing I haven't said anything this whole time. "Deku,, my name's D-deku" he nodded and we walked or more I followed him I don't know where we were going or why but whatever happens it'll be better then dealing with "him".

'Katsuki Bakugou'

Kacchan Pov-

"FUCKING SHITTY ASS NERD AUGH" i kicks the trash can near my bed and trash flies everywhere. "tch" after laying on my orange bed and calming down i starting think about deku. "I-I went to far didn't I...?" I said recalling what happened

Earlier this morning deku had gotten pushed and fell onto me and instead of helping him like any logical person would have I fucking pushed him off me and stepped on him... "ka-kacchan w-we were just messing with him you're taking it t-to far!" I gave them a glare and stopped looking down at the crying deku bellow me, blood spilling out from a few of the wounds I gave him. Then I spit on him, I spit on him! and on top of that I told him the world would be better off with out him.

After recalling what happened I sprang up and threw a coat on 'I went to far'. I ran and ran till I found his apartment complex I knew the apartment number very well after all I used to come here and- I have to stop thinking about the past. "The doors... open..." I slowly walked over and looked inside nothing seemed out of place but something is wrong. Looking around quickly before going to his room and opening it. Everything was neatly placed his school backpack was up against his almighty bed. This brought back so many memories I walked in and looked around it's been years. "What-" there was a bookshelf full of notebooks but the one I recognized was burnt up and the contents inside were almost unreadable. "Deku" I whisper to myself "I'm sorry" I took one of his all mighty pens and wrote a sorry note and left.
When walking come I could've swore I saw him, I turned my head and there was only a guy with a black hoodie "tch" 'of course it's not him in just being irrational'

Deku didn't go to school I glare at the empty seat behind him and one of his 'friends' noticed  "look Bakugou maybe he offed himself like he told him to~" he let out a chuckle "what a good dog~" he said before leaving and sitting back in his seat. I didn't act or looked concerned but i was 'if you kill yourself because of- because of me I'm going to beat the shit out of you deku'
Days turned to weeks
Weeks turned to months
Missing person fliers started popping up everywhere
"Izuku Midoriya Missing"
The UA entrance exams were coming up soon I can't afford to worry I can't " I need to blow something up"
I left the school gates and headed into the town I heard running footsteps behind me I turn quickly and they almost knock me over. "HEY FUCKING APOLOGIZE" they turned quickly stoping, the ally was a bit dark but I could've swore, no I swear on my life those eyes are his. He wore a large black sweater, a green face mask and a baseball cap covering most of his hair and face. We stared at each other for at most 3 seconds before he started running again "W-WAIT" I reach my hand out but he was already gone. Those green eyes burned a hole through me in those quick 3 seconds, he wore a pained look but, but I don't know maybe I'm imaging all of this I mean he's been missing for 3 months why would he appear out of no where...

I let out a pained sigh "please god let me turn back time" I said to no know I don't believe in god, but if I'd bring him back yes I would give myself to the lord. I need to stop NOTHING will bring him back to you, you messed up and now he's gone but for him I WILL become the number one hero for him!

I'm doing this for you deku!

|| HI ITS ME THE TRASH AUTHOR hope you enjoyed this it's a little all over the place but I tried really hard so uhm yeah thank you for giving it a look. Todoroki will be in the next chapter so prepare for his cute ass,, by loves 💕 ||