BHNA X reader ONESHOTS

I remember Izuku x Reader Angst?

{I hope you all enjoy this one. I am not good with emotions but I got the idea and had to write it down.}

Since I first laid eyes on you 11 years ago I have been in love. I didn't realize it at first but as time went on I started to. The way your green hair fell across your features, or how your nose crinkled when you laughed. 

I remember when I first held your hand that was scarred from over using your quirk but still soft. 

I remember when you asked me out your hand scratching the back of your neck nervously and your face a tomato red color.

 I remember when you told me to call you Izuku.

I remember when we graduated from UA and you told me you loved me for the first time.

I remember 3 years later when you finally asked me to marry you, your red face shakely holding up the small box with a beautiful ring placed inside. 

I remember when I said yes.

Now 5 years later I am about to tell you about a new addition to the family. I have been working very hard to hide it. You were shocked when I said I wanted to retire from being a hero, and even though you didn't know why, you respected my decision and was even happy that I wanted to stay out of danger. The no. 1 hero not only to the world but also to me, my hero...

I hummed to myself while setting up the dinner table two candles and plates with a letter hidden under his plate telling him i'm pregnant. While I was finishing up the table I heard a knock on my door. I knew it wasn't Izuku because he doesn't knock. But I went to the door anyway opening it to see one of my best friends Kirishima at the door.

"Oh hey Kiri! What do you need?" I asked with a large smile. He looked anywhere but me not able to formulate words. I stepped forward grabbing his arm. "What's wrong". His fists were clenched at his side.

"(N/N) ju..just come with me" He said walking towards his car that was in our driveway. I didn't know what was going on but a part of me screamed that something was very wrong.

We sat in the car in silence I stared out the window siking myself up. He's fine he's my hero. I tried to stay calm for you izuku when we pulled up to the hospital Kiri's hands tightly gripping the steering wheel. Still not telling me anything Kiri led me through the back of the hospital up to a room. When we got there I saw my childhood friend Kaminari in the bed hooked up to wires. His head in his hands.

"Are you okay" I exclaimed rushing towards him checking him and making sure the doctors were doing their job right. "Sparky?" I asked staring at him but he wouldn't look up. That's when it hit me.

They went on patrol together.... When Sparky finally looked up I could see the tears running down his face..

"I am so so sorry (N/N) its all my fault" He said shaking. I grabbed his shoulders forcing him to look at me.

"What happened?" Honestly I wish I never asked but I did.

"We were on patrol.... And we were ambushed" He started not looking up. "We started to lose the fight so I used up my 2.5 million volts" He started choking up my eyes widened and I stepped back. "When... When I woke up.... When I woke up.. He was gone, Deku was gone" No I sunk to the floor Kiri jumping in and holding up my frail body. He can't be, they took him. I started sobbing into Kiri's shirt. My life ending right before my eyes. But then I remembered looking down at the small bump on my stomach only making me cry harder.

"You'll find him right!" I yelled to them begging them. My voice cracking. "Your pros!"

"Of course we will find him you idiot. That bastard has hell to pay for making you like this" a new voice said I turned my head to see Bakugou stepping into the room a scowl on his face.

"I wasn't going to tell you until I told Izuku but.. I guess I can tell you now" I said smiling sadly looking up at them with sorrowed filled eyes. "I'm pregnant, I was going to tell him tonight but" I balled my head in my hands. It was silent for a few minutes untill someone spoke.

"Until we get Izuku gets back we will help you" Sparky said putting a hand on my head.

"I will too" Kiri second "Its not manly to let you do this on your own" as he gripped my shoulder.

"I am not going to let these two fuck the kid up so I'll help too" I heard bakugou say. But I couldn't respond to any of them. I was grateful oh so grateful but I couldn't help but feel that something was missing.

You... You were missing. You would know what to say. You would tell me your fine. You would smile at me and give me a large smile telling me that you'll be home soon. But I know, I can sense it.

You won't be, because I remember what he said.  

{WAHH its so bad XD ButI hope you didnt mind it :0)}