I already hate this. The thought of putting all of my vulranable thoughts up online for anyone to read is terrifying. I hate this I hate this i hate this.
But I need to get it out. I need to. I'm so scared.
My heart is pounding. Racing. I just need to calm down. I'm just venting right? Nobody cares enough to read anyways.
I'll start off simple. For now I'll get off what's on my mind right at this very second.
Well. That's being to scared to do this. It makes my stomachs churn and my heart pound. But slowly it's getting easier to type this. It's getting less scary. Ok.
I don't like ever talking about my personal feelings. I HATE talking about myself. It's terrible. I hate it.
I'm better at listening and helping then ever actually talking. Any and EVERY time I want to ever talk about somwthing personal my heart starts to race, my stomach starts to churn, I get sweaty, my face turns red, and I stutter a whole lot. It is so embarrassing.
So this is such a huge accomplishment for me if I ACTUALLY end up posting this, or more chapters.
Well I'm done for now. Goodbye.
YOU ARE READING
Get it all out
Non-FictionThis is where I can safely vent about what's bothering me. It's to help, and it's a coping strategy. Please don't be rude on here, but if you want to say something, go ahead. It's mostly just for me to get better though. ✏
