Jonghyun I miss you

I love him so much

So this is about jonghyun. And I'm crying right now because of how sad it's been ten months. At first I really didn't know him. I knew taemin more. When I found out about his passing,I was a little sad. As time passed I finally realized that he was awesome and so good at everything. Now that I love shinee and him I cry way more. I'm sadder everyday.When people read this there gonna think that I'm over exaggerating. And people need to learn that a real shawol  not a fake one would be sad  everyday wanting him back. I hate that whatever drove him to suicide did not happen. It's not his fault. People could tell that he was depressed in performances and other tv shows. They should've known that his depression was this bad.They should've helped him out more, stopped him from doing this. I can't sleep without thinking about him. I can't eat without thinking about him. I can't do anything without thinking about him and getting teary.