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The real me

I have a eating disorder.

I stop eating for weeks at a time.

I can't stand the smell of food without getting nauseous. My mother and me have arguments about me eating. I tell her I'm fine but I'm not....

I'm sorry I'm trying I'm learning how to be comfortable in my body I know I'm not fat but this fear this horrible fear of getting fat is controlling my life.

I can't and I lie I say I'm ok and I'm not im actually scared and I don't know what to do. I know I let this control me to much but what do u do when can't eat and if i do get fat.... Im laughed at when I talk about it.

I'm told my body is perfect and im too skinny to have any problems and there's no way? Am I crazy?