A Letter To You

Oct. 18

I miss you so much.

When I lost you I lost half of me.

How I wish I could turn back time and fix what should have been fixed.

Every night I torture my self of the what ifs' and what could have beens'.

I wish you were lying next to me and caressing my forehead down to my lips.

I miss you, I miss singing songs to you, hugging you, kissing you and loving you.

It's been almost 3 months but the love, memory, and pain are still fresh here deep inside my heart that whatever I do it just don't fade away and I couldn't even bury the pain because every time I try it just comes back to me big time.

I know it's over, I know we are over but I'm not done hoping, silly me.

But, I'm wishing you the best and I hope that you are not torturing yourself with the pain.

I hope you are doing well and not as miserable as I am.

Live your life without me and be happy.

I hope you find the one who will understand you, love you, cherish you and will not hurt you.

I love you and this is not the last.