Living with schizophrenia

Chapter 2 - new friends

hai, sorry my last chapter was so short but i just wanted to overall make a dramatic start, so here it is chapter 2!

it all started a few weeks ago, just after my 6th birthday, he was just standing there, just watching me, i was so scared. i didnt know who he was. any other 6 year old who saw a stranger standing infront of them would scream, but i had a strange vibe off him, one i couldnt work out. he told me to trust him but later that day he wanted me to start arguments and be naughty. i didnt do it because i dont like hurting my parents. they love me and give me everything i want, i just couldnt treat them like that.

sometimes he would bring his family along and they would play with me. there was a little girl about my age who i would play dollys with and a woman figure who sang to me whenever i hurt myself. i was drifting away from my real family and i knew it but i didnt want to stop myself.

a few days later wen he was talking to me, he said i was worthless and my parents didnt really love me. i started crying and my mother came in. "whats wrong?" she said. "you dont love me, im worthless" i screamed at her. "yes we do, if we didnt love you then you'd be living with a different family or you wouldnt have all the nice things that we give you." she seemed very calm considering i just screamed at her.

later on i heard my parents arguing and he convinced it was my fault for saying they didnt love me. i felt so bad about myself. he continued doing stuff like this whenever my parents argued and i eventually got really down about it. i would hardly sleep and i didnt like to eat as much. it was like i was being forced to feel like this.

one night i woke up screaming. "mommy, daddy, help!" i screamed from my bedroom. "what's the matter darling?" my mother called as she rushed herself through the door. "he's going to get me! he's going to get me, please don't let him get me!" hot tears rolled down my face as i pleaded for her to save me. "its okay now, your safe, i wont let anybody hurt you, i promise." she knew i'd been seeing these figures lately. there was a tall man that you could just make out. he mainly came at night and whenever i was alone. i didnt like him, obviously because he was always saying he would get me. there was also a swirl of black lights that would follow him as well. i had a gut feeling this wasn't normal. my parents thought they could handle this, they thought i'd get through it. but they were very much wrong...

they next day they took me to see a pshycoligist. i told her everything, the man, his family. how i thought i was the blame to everything. she asked for me to go and play with the toys out in the waiting room and asked a woman to come with me to make sure i was okay. she started talking to my parents. saying big long words that i couldnt understand. all i really overheard was that i would need medicine if i didnt improve. my mother started crying and my father looked stunned, like he'd just seem a ghost. all i could tell from this is that my parents would be watching me closely. that ment less time with the woman who sang to me and less time with the little girl who loves to play dollies. i didnt want a change, i liked my life how it was.

sorry this is all i could write as my little cousin over aha shes 6 but this isnt based on her cuz as far as i know shes normal. well anyway i will probably update latest tuesday. thanks for reading and vote, comment and tell your friends! <3 mwahh x