i wish I was more like u.... to be able to not have feelings about someone. To not always think of them, to not fall asleep having the thoughts of being with them. How do you do this? How do u not like anyone? How are you able to not have feelings about someone? To me I'm just not capable of doing it. I'm trying to be brave. To be patient. To be happy for others. Sometimes we just get into our feelings and dig out what bothers us most. "Love" is what they call it. It tortures me , it has taken up most of my body and thoughts and I can't stop it. It's the cold sick virus you get on a rainy day. It's the drink that you have spilled on you by accident at dinner. I wish I could control it, but to me it's not possible. To me I just have to deal with it..
