Killing me softly

The stranger

I woke up, with the sun beam on my face ..i covered my face with the blanket. It was one of those lazy sundays which we had to get up early and go to work . Side to me was jake sleeping  .Finally i got up , took a shower ,ate breakfast . Jake was still sleeping . It was 8:30 am .. I was staring at the floor and the tiles , just waiting there until . "Honey come on lets go , il drop you" said jake . I worked in a toy company which was kinda far i had to take the metro . And jake worked a business man . We didnt make much money though. We had a small apartment which we could get used to . It wasnt bad . So i left the apartment . Jake dropped me to the metro station and gave me the tickets . Finally he kissed me on my lips and said goodbye .I was kinda not feeling like kissing him though . So i left and went inside the metro . I just waited and waited . Now to talk about myself , My name is alice and im a 30 year old woman who lives with her boyfriend in a tiny apartment . I work in a toy company . I hated that though .But i enjoyed my job . My boyfriend jake was a business man . I guess thats all i have to say about me . I reached my destination ..finally . I was walking down the road . The weather was so good felt like staying out instead of going to work . I had to cross the road to reach the company . So i pressed the stop sign for the cars to stop and suddenly i felt a hand touch my hand . The feeling was so great . I looked up to see who it was . He was  a young man who had  brown hair and was so cute . His eyes were so blue that you couldnt stop staring . I immediately fell for him . Then he smiled and left to the bookstore near . I went to the company and i was kinda stalking him and seeing where he was going . I saw him walk in a bookstore . I couldnt resist not talking to him . So i took my coat and told my manager i had to go and that there was something urgent . So i went and i was hiding behind the door staring at him for 2 minutes . Suddenly he looked back to see that it was me ." Shit , damn it " i said to myself . I went inside the bookstore and i was looking through then i found a book that said "My passion , The mountain" it seemed nice .So i decided to buy it and go home . So i went out and took a taxi . And some other stupid guy joined me . It was him again .  We sat together . It was so awkward . Then he asked me  "Whats your name" with every innocence i said 'Alice' . Then i just kept quiet . The driver drove him home . And he asked me if i wanted to join him for champagne . I just couldnt say no. I wanted to meet him more and get to know him . And plus i dont really care about jake . I never felt the same as he did . So i went inside his house , it was so huge .. in the main entrance there were stairs and on the other side a sofa and a big table and a big kitchen .  I loved his house . Then he  said " Welcome to my humble home" . Wow this is humble for him? i said in my mind . Would you like a glass of wine?  I wanted one anyway so yeah . We were just sitting and then suddenly we made out . I didnt know what just happened . Maybe i was drunk even though i just took two glasses .  Well it just happened . I immediately got up and left . I took a taxi. Then metro , and i left back home . I was so shocked that i didnt say a word when i went back home . Jake seemed normal too . I just couldnt stop thinking about that man . Maybe i should break up with jake . I dont know . What should i do ?  I was talking to myself. I cant just date a guy i just met . And plus ive known jake for many years . But i didnt really share the love feeling between me and him . Oh my god ! im so tired i should probably sleep . And wheres jack? She thought! aaah hes probably watching tv . And then i slept.....into a deeep sleep.