Through Hell, And Half Of Georgia.

My dream I've been having for a week now

I'm 20 yrs old and .... has broke up with me when I was 17 yrs old, I'm waiting for June 9th for that is the day my deal with myself is over I can end it without some natural cause at work. I'm crying I have 2 wait 9 days for my birthday to come, I have the suicide note ready and everything it will say "dear mom, I'm sorry I was not strong enough to last, I'm sorry I have to go. Good bye" and I am going to cut my wrists, and to make sure I die I'm going to hang my self. Good bye world good bye my friends, good bye .... I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for u.

It's June 9th now my last day on in this earth I sent the letter to my mom yesterday I hope she wont cry to long I never wanted to make anyone sad ever especially over me. I slit my wrists and put the rope around my neck and kik the chars away as I take my final breath the only thing I am thinking about is "I'm sorry"