dear minho,
hehe tis i, jisung >:D i found your journal and being the dumb snoopy ass bitch i am, i read it. i apologize for invading your privacy, but like, it's all about me so i really don't feel that bad.
i decided to leave a little something cute for you so !! here's this thing that is going to be a total mess and all over the place.
remember the first day we met, in the cafe? i opened the door as you were walking it and it hit you, making you spill your coffee over yourself. i honestly felt terrible, and you must have thought i was a jerk for not apologizing, but i just couldn't bring myself to speak. you were just so beautiful, i couldn't seem to form any words. after you left i asked chan who you were, and he told me that you used to be a regular there. in hopes of seeing you again, i begged chan to give me a job there. and it worked. when i introduced myself, i felt like i was going to throw up, i was so nervous. i still don't know how i ended up building up the courage to give you my number, but boy am i sure glad i did.
to be honest, i thought i was the only one that felt this way. i thought i was the only one that could see it. i thought you were the only one that had it.
minho, there's a light in your eyes too. and it's honestly the most beautiful thing i have ever seen. honestly, i hated myself for being so depressed and having such a terrible life because every time i brought it up, i could see your light start to fade.
everything's okay now, though. because your light is bright. and i guess mine is, too. i'm gonna make sure your light never fades. we can keep each other bright, yeah?
i love you, minho.
~ jisungie
