Do you love me as much as I love you?

chapter 2

*TROYE'S POV*

It was a Tuesday which meant i was skyping with Tyler today, Tyler always knows how to make me laugh when i am sad and he always knows when something is wrong which is great because i'm not the kind of person to cry things out unless someone brings up the subject first plus i have to have some sort of trust in the person to show my emotions otherwise i am happy just bottling them up.

Yes i know i shouldn't bottle up emotions but around Tyler i don't, i can always be somewhat of myself around him.

Me and Tyler are shipped quite alot, if you don't know what shipping is in the words of Dan Howell 'run'.Shipping is basically you putting two people you think would be adorable together into a relationship it doesn't have to be a dating relationship but go big or go home am i right.

Mine and Tylers ship name is troyler.I know i shouldn't but i love seeing troyler posts.Me and Tyler are not in a relationship but everyone and i mean everyone ships us, including my whole family.

My dad is known as the captin of the ship.

I have a tiny crush on Tyler but who doesn't.The bad thing is ever since i admitted to myself that yeah maybe i do like Tyler it's been on my mind alot, it's not like i can talk to Tyler about it either which is what i normally do when something is on my mind but it would be weird.

Anyway i was gonna call Tyler on skype, i hope he can talk otherwise i would have gotten my hopes up for nothing.

On the third ring he picks up.

As soon as i look into his beautiful greeny blue eyes i feel my heart stop.

"hey Tilly...."

*TYLER'S POV*

"hey Tilly...." his voice always cheers my up especially on days like this.

"hey babe..." i try to say keeping my cool, if you haven't guessed yet i have a massive crush on Troye.He would never like someone as fucked up and stupid as me though.

I mean look at him he could get whoever he wanted whenever he wanted.His slim figure and chiseled jaw, perfect pink lips with an amazing quiff made from chocolate brown locks which i just want to run my fingers through repeatedly.His eyes are so divine i don't think there are words as great to describe them, the luxurious blue that changes shades depending on what mood he is in.

He is definitly too good for me, i'm surprised he even bothers talking to me.

But as soon as i look into his stunning blue eyes i know what i want to be and do in my life he just seems to make everything come into perspective for me.

With out even realising it Troye gives me so much strength and will power to do something in my life, to be something.

I have finally decided what i want in life.

I want Troye Sivan.