Denis' Betral [Part One]

What am I doing with my life

Sketch POV

I walk in the house with a ton of grocery bags (because I didn't want to do two trips, of course). After I set the bags on the counter in the kitchen I see my tall and handsome boyfriend walking down the stairs. (Don't ask me why I wrote that....it just felt write XD) I wanted to ran up to him and kiss his sweet lips, but I can't. We promised not to tell anyone. Well, not yet at least. I just said hi to him. He said hey back. Corl took Sub to his closet because Sub fell a sleep in the car. (Lol..i just read this sentence and it sounds like they are going to do something in Corls closet. Is it just me or do I just have a dirty mind XD)

I see Alex come down the stairs...blushing?! He looked a Denis and blushed even more.

Does he like Denis? What happened when I wasn't here?! Is Denis cheating on me?!!! That last one scared me the most. But I don't think Denis will do something like that......right? I'm just going to say that he likes Denis. Poor Alex, if only he knew that Denis was already taken by yours truly.

"H-hey S-sketch how was t-the s-shopping," he asked nervously. "Umm... fine, I guess. How was things here," I said. Alex tensed up a bit but before he could say anything, Denis walked beside him and said,"Me and Alex just recorded some videos then watched a movie." He had an arm around Alex making my feeling a bit jealous. Alex smiled at Denis and Denis smiled back. I then started to feel anger boiling inside me. I need to burn off some steam to I told Denis i was going to bed. He looked at me and then said ok.

We have a schedule on who sleeps in who's room, so that it's easier to know who your recording with for the main channel. Well, everyone but Sub, he doesn't talk much so its hard to record a video with him, also he prefers sleeping in the hallway closet alone.

Tonight I'm sleeping with Corl. I got up the stairs and I walked into Alex's old room and fell asleep quickly.

Alex POV

I walk into Denis' room and sat on the bed. I was scrolling through Wattpad looking at fanfics of me and Denis. They are so funny on how fans think of this stuff, but some of it is a bit much. How do some of these fans know some of this. I wanted to look away but I had to keep reading.

I heard the door open and saw Denis at the door. I turn off my phone quickly and watched as Denis locked the door behind him. He looks at me and has an awkward smile on his face.

"So.....um..." He begins but doesn't know what words to use.

"So, what was the dill with you and....you know what," I said.

He sat down next to me and sighed with is head in his hands. I felt bad and rubbed his back trying to comfort him. He looks at me and smiles.

Denis POV

Alex is trying to comfort me by rubbing my back. I look at him and smile and he smiles back. I thing is that I don't want to tell it's that......I don't feel like I can. I don't think he will understand why I'm doing this. If any thing he will think I'm a freak, and maybe send me to a mental assyilem. I think I will just make up an excuse.

"Look, Alex I don't know why I acted that way. I'm sorry, I should have never acted like that," I tell him.

He look me in the eyes and said,"Denis, don't be sorry. I let you do it to me and if we're being honest.....i kinda liked it."

I was shocked that he even said that. He looked down and was blushing. I laughed a bit and then placed my hand on his chin, forcing him to look at me. There was a twinkle in his eyes and I leaned in. He did the same till we where touching noses. I then asked him,"Alex, will you be mine?" He answered with a yes. I then kissed him on the lips.

After about 7 minutes we separated because we needed air. I pulled him close to me and laid down on the bed. He put his head into my chest.

"Alex, can you keep...us a secret for now. I don't want anyone to know just yet," I told him. He just nodded his head sleepily the drifted to sleep.

I asked myself,'Why am I doing this?' 'What if Sketch finds out?' 'What will happen if Alex finds out?' 'Why is life so hard?' 'Why can't my heart make up it's mind?' *sighs* 'What am I doing with my life?'

I soon drifted off to sleep after that last one.

Ahhhh. I'm so proud of myself I am giving yall two chapters in one day. Anyways I just want to say Follow Me and join the family. Because why not. On another note..

Much love and byeee
-Gabbi