I will take care of you: Valon x Depressed! Suicidal! Reader

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Requester: SerymarDivinaMatias

Disclaimer: In no way am I saying that what I am about to write is something you should do if you are depressed. If you are, please seek professional help. Please don't end your life over something that will pass. If you need to talk, My doors are open. I will do my best to help you overcome anything that is bringing you down. I hope that you understand that there are people out there that care about you and love you. So please, in no way, take what I am about to write seriously. Thank you all for reading and requesting, it means the world to me! P.S, This story will be short, due to it being a sensitive subject. 

~White Rabbit

Sitting in her room, the darkness seemed to never end. She was growing tired. Tired of how the world was treating her. She was growing weak. Her heart was growing weak. It was growing tired of what was happening to her. How she was treated by her so called boyfriend. She was feeling like she was worth......nothing. She brought her knees to her chest as tears cascaded down her worn cheeks. Lifting her head, she grabbed her phone and pulled up her best friends number. The neon blue VALON shone against her hollowed cheeks. Clicking the green phone, she pressed the phone to her ear. "HELLO! You have reached Valon's voice-mail. Please leave a message." Y/n sighed and turned her phone off.

Why was the world so against her. She was afraid that if she took another step into another relationship that the world would come crashing down on her and everything would end right there. She couldn't understand why everything was out to ruin. She placed her phone on the bedside table and laid back against her pillow. Her blood-shot eyes staring at nothing but the ceiling above her. She still had her house, that's one thing that kept her going. Another thing that kept her going was Valon. He was always there for her and always by her side. She wanted it to stay that way but lately, he had been distant. Very distant. She couldn't' understand why. She was tired and didn't want to fight with her thoughts anymore. She laid back against her bed and felt her eyes slowly closing. A sigh escaped her lips as she fell into a dreamless sleep.

{Time Skip}

As the morning sun rays filtered through her curtains and onto her face. She groaned as the sun moved through her eyelids. Opening her eyes, she looked around the room and groaned once again. She sat up and rubbed her arms. She stood from her bed and headed to her closet door to see what she could find to wear. As she was looking for clothes, her phone began ringing. Valon's name flashed across the screen. She picked her phone up and pressed the answer button. "Hey Valon. What's up?" She asked trying to pull off a 'I am ok' vibe so he wouldn't ask. Valon sighed on the other side of the phone.

"Y/n, what have I told you about faking your emotions?" Valon said on the other end. She cringed. "I didn't think you would notice that." She replied honestly. Valon signed on the other end of the phone. "We have been best friends for almost 11 years. Why wouldn't I realize my friend was faking her emotions. As a matter of fact, I am coming over. Don't go anywhere." Valon said before hanging up the phone. Y/n began panicking. She didn't want him to figure out that she was having a hard time figuring out life as it was. She quickly tossed her phone on her bed and found clothes to wear.

She ran to the bathroom and fixed up her hair before realizing what was going on. "He had literally used the best friend card." She whispered as she stared at herself in the mirror. She signed and finished what she had started and headed back to her room. She was growing tired of having to wait for things to get done and tired of having to sit through life as an empty shell. She was tired of faking her emotions. She was just....done. She didn't want to have to deal with every little thing that happened to her. She didn't want to try and fight her demons off anymore. She was just.....done. Hearing the doorbell go off, she gathered her thoughts and shoved them away. She walked to the door and saw Valon standing at the door.

{Time Skip}

Wrapping her arms tightly around her body she moved closer to her destination. Climbing the steps of the bridge, she took a small breath. Having it be winter is nowhere near fun for her but she wanted to get this over with. She didn't want to be in a world where they looked down on her and where they viewed her as nothing. Finally reaching the place she wanted to be at, she climbed the wooden railings and sitting on the railing. She overlooked the small area she had claimed to be her 'calming place' and sighed. SHe didn't want to leave, but she didn't like the negativity the world sent her on a daily basis.

As she was ready to push herself off, a familiar voice called out. She turned towards the sound of the voice and was literally pulled from the top of the rail and yanked into someone's arms. "Don't you ever think about doing that EVER AGAIN!" Valon's voice rang out making her start crying in front of him for the first time. She buried her face in his chest and continued to cry. "I-I'm sorry! I just can't take it anymore." She whispered. Valon sighed and wrapped his arms around her. "Please don't do that again. That scared me when you ran out. I knew what you were going to do and I didn't want you to do that ever again. Please promise me." He whispered.

"I don't think that will...." She was caught off when Valon pressed his lips to hers. She was shocked to say the least but she was not against having him kiss her. She felt her eyes slowly closing as the kiss continued. Before long Valon pulled away from the kiss, and stared her straight in the eyes. "Promise you won't do that again. Promise me." He whispered. She looked up at him. "I promise." She whispered. Valon smiled and pulled her into another hug hoping and praying that she would be by his side the rest of of his life.

"I promise, I will take care of you."



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