The friend I lost

Chapter 4

Eventually I had gotten up off the coach Natsu not even taking his eyes off lisanna I slowly made my way towards the door when Natsu finally said something "lucy?" He gave me a confused look I just gave him a sad glare and walked out the door slamming it on my way out.... I sat there sitting on the stair way up to the door I pulled out my phone seeing that I only had two contacts
Phone
-Natsu😝💕👌-best friend
-Gray😘❤️🤪-forever friend
After looking at my phone with a tear slowly making its way down my face I heard the door open it was Natsu I wiped the tear away fast he came down and said "Lucy why'd you leave"
All I said was "why"
He replied with "what do you mean why"
"Why do you have to be her friend"
"Well I met her at summer camp and she made me feel good and helped me"
"WHY! WHY DO YOU TREAT ME SO DIFFERENT WHEN YOUR AROUND HER ALL OF A SUDDEN!"
"What are you talking about Lucy"
"What,WHAT! DO YOU MEAN WHAT! You call me Lucy not luce when your around her you sat in there and just talked for hours straight talking to her not even thinking to say a word to me and you haven't once thought to make a single plan with me and it's BEEN 4YEARS NATSU, 4YEARS AND YOU HAVEN'T ONCE THOUGHT TO ASK HOW I'VE BEEN THESE PAST 4YEARS,YET YOU CAN WALK IN THERE AND MAKE PLANS AND LAUGH AND ASK HER HOW SHES BEEN WHEN YOU SAW HER THIS FUCKING SUMMER!!!" "But,you can't ask me how I've been these past four years you can't say a word to me when your around her you've had all day and didn't think to ask that..but with the span of hours you can ask her and plan all this with her....."
"Luce I'm sorry"
"Why can't it be like when Gray was in the group....."
"At least we all talked together"
"Luce Gray died along time ago"
"So.... and you know what when he did die YOU DIDNT CRY ONCE,YOU DIDNT CARE TO COME TO HIS FUNERAL.....!!YOU DIDNT CARE THAT HE DIED YOU NEVER ONCE SHED A TEAR BECAUSE OF HIS LOSS,you never acted like you were sad that he died....never once.........."
"I'm sorry I didn't know it meant that much to you"
"What do you mean, did he not mean that much to you at all"
"No luce I didn't mean it like that of course Gary meant a lot bu-"
"Natsu I'm going home"
"I'm done with you stupid shit tonight...."
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My night ended with me flopped on my bed in one of grays old baggy t-shirts crying my self to sleep...I whispered through my silent sobs "night Gray"
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"Night luce"........