The friend I lost

Chapter 7

"The friends we used to be"......
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I stood on the roof top,wondering around pondering on my life......and what had happened between me and Natsu through these past years, what did I do wrong ,where did I go wrong.....I walked to the bars of the roof grabbing soo hard I hurt my own hand I slowly put my leg over the bar and then my other and eventually standing on the edge with only my hands holding me from my death I felt the cold breeze against my face my hair blew in the wind my hands freezing to the metal bars..... "Gray,forgive me for my mistakes...but I'll soon be with you, I mean I'm long forgotten and will forever be he's moved on from us so might as well perish before anything else can I interfere with this choice I am making" ......
My hands slowly slipped from the bar falling forward not fearful for what was about to happen until........
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"LUCY!"
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A voice called to me that I hadn't heard in a long time
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But I ignored it but then someone caught me saving me from my death bed
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I looked up and there was my best friend, my first love, my last sight, and my only Natsu........
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"Lucy,WHY ARE DOING THIS"
He screamed to me
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"Natsu I'm sorry but, you don't love me no more you ignore me you don't walk with me you don't hang out with me, ITS ALWAYS FUCKING LISSANA"
Tears ran down my face
While still holding to my last shred of hope
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"I still love you, I'm sorry please DONT GO I BEG YOU, I PROMISE PLEASE...."
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"Do you really Natsu........"
I said as my hand slipped from his grip that was soo tight I though would never break.......but it did just like his promise
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" LUCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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"I love you Natsu"
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SPLAT.......
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A noise so faint....... but was still heard for a boy on the top of a building.....you could see his tears from down below you could hear his cry's from down below, but what you could hear most was the screams of woman and men from the streets...
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A girls body laid lip blood coming from all directions her eyes became Gray but, still tears rolling down her face....her body bent incorrectly, what a beautiful girl what a beautiful life she had, had what had happened to her to cause her to take such drastic measures
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Was it
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Love
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Friendship
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Loses
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Loneliness
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You could hear a boy still crying from the roof top cursing him for what the girl had done to herself....
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The boy had pulled out his phone and gone to his voice mail.... he found one with the name of Lucy on it and played it
"Hey Natsu this is Lucy, ummm I was wondering if we could hang out sometime your always with lisanna so maybe I thought you could hang with me for a day, uh how are you also it's been so long since we've talked so ya give me a call back.....uh love you...."
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His weeping grew louder and eventually a girl with silver hair made her way to the roof and found Natsu
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"Natsu what's wrong"
She ask confused
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"It's all your fault,GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME"
He screamed ferociously back
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"But, what did I do Natsu it's ok just tell me"
She said concerned
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"Shut the fuck up........SHE KILLED HERSELF BECAUSE OF YOU"
He said outraged
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She gasped at the sound of his words
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She attempted to touch him but he crushed her hand in the outcome
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The girl left having no idea what had happened to the boy and thought best to leave him alone....
Soon after the girl left he made his way to the roof bar and screamed his last words...
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"LUCY!!!!!!!!"
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The boy shouted her name one last time through his tears and sobbing....
Then Past out because of the stress and crying.....he laid on the concrete roof drifting to sleep with his last thought about the girl, he loved ,his best friend ,his only Lucy.......
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Ok this is not the end is even sadder any way tell me what you think I'm not the best writer but still if you like