My Roommate Is My Medicine|Jahseh Onfroy♥|

Reading Between The Lines

Jahseh Pov

Once I was done eating Kennedy out I just sat on her bed while she was breathing hard. I smirked at her when she looked up at me irritated. She got up on her wobbling legs and managed to put her sweatpants back on.

"Get Out My Room." She said wobbling over back to her bed. I just sat there looking at her "I'm not moving anywhere." I said firmly. She walked over to me trying to size me up. I chucked at her as she attempted to push me off the bed.

"I said get out my damn room Jah." She said still trying to push me off with her shaky legs. "Stop Trying Your Not Going To Succeed Do You Want A Round Two?" I asked questioning her. She stopped trying and mean mugged me.

"Listen we got to talk about this whole situation." I said trying my best to compromise with her. "Jah there is nothing to talk about." She said sitting back down on her bed. "Look you don't have to talk just listen okay?" I said looking at her and she nodded her head.

"Okay so about me and Geneva, we are not getting back together so you don't have to worry about her being all up in my life. I don't want to be with Geneva." I said firmly. "Who do you want to be with Jah if it's not Geneva." Kennedy said curiously. I froze up a little by her question.

"I honestly want to be with this one girl but I don't know if she wants me as bad as I want her." I said looking into her eyes. Kennedy looked up at me and began to look into my eyes. "I think this girl you want wants you as bad as you want her if not maybe more." She said not breaking eye contact.

"You think so Kennedy I don't know if the girl I want needs a lost person in there life such as me I think she deserves better." I said honestly. "No Jahseh I think she don't deserve you because you are such a wonderful person and I know she is happy that you are in your life." Kennedy replied.

"What are you saying Kennedy?" I said giving her a perplexed look. "I'm saying the girl that you want in your life-" "I don't just want her in my life I need her in my life Kennedy I need her because she is like a drug to me as if she was my medicine to keep me sane." I replied correcting her.

"Jah your past is ruining your future with this girl that you need in you life." She said looking down. "I don't want nothing that brings me back to my horrid and toxic past." I said hopping she would conceive my words and understand then.

"I know that Jah but evidently your past want you and it won't stop chasing you." She said shaking her head. I didn't respond  because it was the truth. Everything she just said was the truth. She started to blink rapidly trying to stop the tears from falling.

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door making Kennedy's head perk up. I got up and went to go answer it. When I went to the door and opened it there stood Geneva with some boxes in her hand. "Hi Jahseh I just moved in next door can you show me around." She said with a smile.

"You must be fucking following me why are you moving in next door to me?" I asked getting upset. "I'm so sorry Jah but when we was talking to each other you made me feel comfortable. You made me feel like I actually could take care of this baby by myself." She said looking at me with hope.

"Look now is not the right time maybe later I don't know just please leave." I said sighing. She nodded her head with a sadden face. I closed the door and turn around and seen a hurt Kennedy. She shook her head in disappointment.

Kennedy Pov

I walked away into my room and locked the door behind me. I sat on my bed and just looked at the wall. My mind was blank I didn't think about nothing in particular. I did not want to live next door to her. I didnt want to deal with her and Jahsehs bullshit.