Possessive || Kim Taehyung

Chapter.3 | Forgotten

It was a little past 1am. I was tired as hell, weary with the burden of long-closed eyes. What I want is sleep, a nice warm bed and a solid night of dreams. But that's not happening, as long as Taehyung is here.

I could feel his eyes pinned on me as I put on my jacket. He studied every movement I made, as if he was expecting me to run anytime. I looked above my shoulder and took a quick glimpse of Taehyung. His wide eyes quickly met mine. His feet were wide apart and his muscular arms were crossed. It looked like he was ready to catch me anytime soon.
He didn't have to be so worried, I didn't have any plans to run away. I knew I wouldn't be able to escape him anyway.

Taehyung locked his hand in mine after I had gotten ready. His hand was warm and soft, alot warmer than mine. I didn't want to hold his hand, but I had no choice.
I felt myself getting more anxious as we walked down to the reception. It was dead quiet in the whole hotel. The lights were off, it looked very creepy. It was like we were in a horror movie.
Surprisingly, there was no one in the reception. There was not even a single guard to watch the hotel. That's why nobody came to save me earlier.
I looked around in disbelief. The hotel doors were open and anyone could enter. I couldn't belive I was staying in such an unsafe place.

A huge ball formed in my stomach, as we exited the hotel. It felt wierd. It was like a knot, pulling my stomach out. I have to go through everything all over again. The fights, the tears, the broken promises. I felt my head getting heavy and I almost lost balance.
I felt Taehyung caressing my hand with his thumb. His hand seemed to hum around my skin. It was the weirdest feeling ever.

We got out of the dark hotel, but it was even darker outside. There were only a few streetlights, but those didn't make any huge difference.
I've seen darkness before, the kind that makes the street like an old fashioned photograph, everything a shade of grey. This isn't like that. This is the darkness that robs you of your best sense and replaces it with a paralysing fear. I pushed my body closer to Taehyung's and I immediately felt my heart calming down.

Aside from my own noisy breath there is nothing to be heard and the woods are simply too dark to see much at all. The cold that had seemed mild at first now numbed my face.
We made our way to the car, and Taehyung started driving. We didn't exchange any words. The only sound was the wind against the car. I laid quiet on the front seat. The silence calmed and disturbed me.

Before I knew it, we had already arrived. Taehyung parked the car and gestured me to get out. Whatever happend earlier wouldn't leave my mind. The way Taehyung came on top of me in the hotel, was traumatizing. It was like he turned into a whole another person. I held my cheek as I remembered when Taehyung slapped me. I felt my cheek getting warm. Damn, I've been beaten up alot today. It felt like someone had suddenly turned on an internal heater inside my system, and my pale skin slowly turned from a ghastly white to a shade of a ripe strawberry.

Suddenly Taehyung grabbed my arm again, and started walking to the apartment. I looked at him as we made our way back. I could only see his broad shoulders. Taehyung turned around a few times to look at me, and I turned my head to the other side everytime.

When I first checked in the hotel, I never thought I would be back here in just a few hours. I sighed quietly and took off my shoes and jacket.

I know things will be very awkward between me and Taehyung. I just want to crawl in the bathroom, and never come out again.

Taehyung didn't even bother to lock the door, he knew very well that I wouldn't be able to escape. He shot me a half smile before he went inside the bathroom. It felt as if everything was just like before, but it was not. Things had changed, my feelings had changed.

Without hesitating I walked to the guestroom and threw my drained body on the soft bed. Nobody has slept here before. The sheets were cleaned and smelled like flowers. I prayed that Taehyung wouldn't ask me why I was sleeping here, and not in 'our' room.

I opened my eyes when I heard a heavy groan from beside me. I flinched and looked to the side, only to see Taehyung. When did he come here? He was laying down on the other side of the bed. He looked tired.
Suddenly he locked eyes with me and smiled widely. His smile was beautiful, way more beautiful than it should be. It made me forget everything bad that has happend. I shifted my gaze to the wall, so that I wouldn't lose control of myself.

Taehyung chuckled and came closer to me. His arm draped over me, more comforting that any blanket I had ever laid under. He was perfumed by his musky scent. His lips were just inches away from my ear. He kissed my ear softly. No matter how many times he did it, my heart fluttered everytime.

I pull myself together. I can't do this. It feels wrong, after everything that has happend.
I slightly push him away and tug myself deeper in the sheets. A frown appeared on Taehyung's face. I can't forget everything that happend today, and just move on like that.
I turn around so that my back faces Taehyung. Suddenly his arms wrap around my waist and in one gentle pull our skin touches. I feel his hand in my hair, how he loves the softness, watching it tumble as he releases it.
It was very tempting not to turn around.
I can't resist anymore. I can't stop myself.

I feel his warm breath against my neck. He leaves gentle kisses on every inch of my neck. I hear him whisper something in my ear repeatedly,
"I love you, I love you, I love you~"

I close my eyes and just in a few seconds I forget everything. The only thing I know is that I'm his, only his.