유령 | seungjin

eleven

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a bridge.

seungmin was pacing on that bridge, but he couldn't feel the wind blowing on his skin.

he only had one thing in his mind: hyunjin.

hyunjin stood tall on the bridge and he looked down to the rushing water of the han river underneath him.

"this is for you."

he whispered.

and seungmin knew that it was for him.

and he wanted so much for hyunjin to see him.

but he couldn't.

as the tall boy climbed on the trails of the bridge, ready to jump, seungmin didn't know what to do.

he screamed and screamed and pulled his best friend, his lover, but nothing happened.

nothing happened.

"hey! what are you doing!?"

someone yelled as they ran towards hyunjin.

"don't jump! there is more to live for!", the boy said.

"no there isn't!", hyunjin yelled back.

"if he is dead, why should i be alive!?"

"i don't know who you're talking about, but i'm sure they wouldn't want you to do this!"

hyunjin heard his words, and he knew that the boy was right.

so he jumped to the solid ground and broke down.

loud sobs were breaking up from his throat, ringing in the night.

seungmin ran to his side and hugged him tightly, knowing that the other wouldn't even feel him there, but he didn't care.

"i am here."

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-well this is messy
@stray-boyz