MAES POV
I'm not gonna tell Brady or Brooke cause they can spread rumors like flys and I don't want that hate for Hayes because even though I'm upset with him , I still love him to pieces and just cause he friend - zoned me will never change my affection for him . i have no clue what is going to happen when he doesn't go to my school next year .. he is the reason I wanted to go to school .. he's someone that always put a smile on my face through anything . I have bad days , I have drama in my life , I have issues , but no matter what that boy , Hayes Grier , still managed to put a smile on my face .. weather it was him just cracking jokes , being stupid , playing around or anything like that just instantly made me crack a smile , i guess you could say it was just his presence around .. it made me force a laugh .. it wasn't fake either .. that's why I just can't let go of him .. he's someone I want in my life forever . him not to go away ..
after all those faults i suddenly feel tears coming and streaming down my face , I just can't stop them . I miss Hayes , I miss everyone .. did I mention the fact that Brooke is moving to New York in the summer .. 500 miles away .. I'm loosing my everything .. it's something that's so hard .. when finally I look and see Brady staring at me .. holy crap .. now I have to explain my self .. i explain my self and keep explaining .. i sound so stupid but then Brady starts shedding tears .. we go in for a hug and last like that forever .. thank gosh we're home along because my mom would be questioning us so badly .. and the fact that my parents don't even know that i talk with him . Brady has a thing with someone and she completely understands .. i ask
her not to tell Brooke and she promises she won't.. Brooke is our everything though .. she knows us in and our and with out her is torture.. I will miss her so so so so so so so so much .. but I do believe it will
benefit her and her family even though she has no interest in moving .. but it's too much lately .. it's been so great having her around too .. but my bond with Brady is great .. no matter how much we fight I love her so much .. she is like a best friend to me even though she is a blood related sister ( wtf lmao )
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we decide to let the tears go .. and we catch up , we eat nachos that we had from the night before and drink Gatorade .. we just had some twin sister bonding time .. with out anyone else .. we called Brooke on the phone and chatted for a little while .. I really hope that we don't stop talking just because she moves . I'm sure we won't though cause we can't go a day with out talking . i decided that I will not be texting Hayes until he texts me first because of the incident that occurred last night. everything is so confusing .. he " loves me" but he doesn't wanna date ? sometimes I wonder about his head... he confuses me badly .
HAYES POV
I wake up .. it's ten o'clock .. I just don't know . I have a horrible gut feeling . I decide I can't let it get to me and I'll shoot a text to Mae later .
with her i seriously don't want anything to change .. mostly cause i want to call her mine but I don't .. but she's someone that i went to see at school just cause. she always helped me with my school work , and everything else , pretty much just life issues .. I love her i guess you could say .. but I always have a happy but weird feeling when I'm around her .. time will tell I guess ..
I decide to go on my $400 bike that I just got .. just have some fun .. ride around town , maybe it will get my mind off things .. I've been chased by the police before too .. I know my way good enough that I never get caught though .. ( lololololol wtf .. ik it's not true , just a story guys ) ...
i just want to hang out .. I think and think and think .. I miss my friend that moved to Arizona .. he's someone that I would always do crazy shiz with.. normally we would break things but ya know .. everyone does that .. just thinking about the memories makes me miss him even more..
I decide to go back home and hang with my family .. I think that I might talk to Nash but of course he isn't home ..
