dear namjoon • namgi ✔

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dear namjoon,

i don't think i can do this anymore.
every morning i wake up and have to decide if it's really worth it, being alive and having to deal with all this pain.
honestly i don't think humans are made to live with such pain and i begin to understand why you did what you did.

living is exhausting and i don't feel like fighting anymore.
it's not worth it, right?
i don't know why but i wish you would answer these letters some day and tell me everything.
why did you go, namjoon? what made you realise that life isn't worth living anymore? why didn't you think about all the people you left behind?

it hurts so fucking much,
i can't do this anymore.

love,
yoongi.