i'm in love with you, which says a lot given i can't even love myself.
and i will give you the world.
will love you no matter what.
i will stand up for you, and with you.
i will do everything in my power to keep you safe and happy.
but you tell my best friend that you can't see it going anywhere with me.
you flirt with me, and then leave me waiting for months.
i pour out my feelings in a late night conversation,
then you leave me on open.
you don't want me, or a real relationship;
all you want is a one week girl.
hell, maybe this is just growing up; childhood relationships are told to be broken.
still, i seclude myself from all the people i love to keep from talking about you.
i cry for days, weeks, many months, there's no telling when it will end.
i blast all my music because i don't want to think;
all my thoughts direct to you.
i mean, good for you that you're with her now
—but that's why your name is in my suicide note
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Poetryjust wanted to share some of the things i write. non-regular updates, whenever i feel like updating pretty much. i write some deep stuff, everything based on true events in my life. poetry i guess?¿
