Saving me (Jacob Whitesides)

what to wear

so last night faith ended up staying the night.

like usual. thats not a bad thing either i like faith there she kinda understands me. i met faith when i was little but we never were good friends until i was in sixth grade and she was in fifth grade. faith is a year younger then me but she didnt act young unless she was around me. she is usually the shy one and im the social one unless i really like the person im talking to like Jacob. im probably going to be really really shy and awkward but im always akward. see i dont like to act all professional if im around my friends and family. i can act very professional when i have to. usually i dont though. im still young and there is no reason i shouldnt act young. im young and wild and im me and thats what i like. 

i like me being me and people dont understand that i think im pretty most of the time unless theres a very pretty girl in the room. i like my personality and people dont seem to get that im not changing for them if i change its because i wanted to not because they want me to. not even the voices have stopped me from believing that. and im glad for that. 

anyway me and faith looked at all my clothes and besided i didnt have much cute things to wear so we went to her house to look but we had to same tease so. 

i mean its not like it wasnt cute but it just wasnt meeting jacob whitesides worthy. or meeting any of the guys worthy i looked on the ticket and what my mom failed to tell me was that we werent just meeting jacob we were meeting nash cameron jacob taylor matthew carter dillon mahogany pretty much all of them. and nothing i had in my closet was worthy of wearing in frount of anyone of them.

so faith and i desided to go shopping to find something cute to wear. 

we tried on so many different things and we bought so many different things.

"hey do i look hot?" faith comes out with a dress on that looks horrible on her. 

"no i looks bad." now i know what you are thinking wow adria youre so mean.

no im not mean im just truthful and sometimes the truth hurts. 

faith is my best friend and she is like my sister so i count her as family. if she looks bad im gonna tell her she looks bad. i dont like people telling me i look good when i dont. 

"okay ill go try on something else" faith said. she always said that she liked that i could tell her she looked bad if she did. she is the same way just like me she dont like people telling her she looks good when she dont. 

anyway she tried a lot more things on and we even tried the same things on becuase we had the same taste.

we looked a a lot and when i mean a lot i mean a lot of stores. we spent so much money its not even funny.

we had so many bags in our hands we walked out of the mall and other stores like we were bosses like we owned the place which clearly was not true. we got into my car and i drove us home to my house.

anyway i was getting ready to meet jacob and all them (mainly jacob) when all of the sudden mom comes in my room. 

"mom you know i like people who knock on my door!" i said. i didnt like when people didnt knock on my door before coming in and she knew that and she usually knocks. i looked at her face. something was wrong.... 

"mom...?" i asked "whats wrong?"

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