"Yeah, you did great today Billie!"
Finneas mouthed on the other side and gave me a thumbs up. I can't really hear him since i'm literally in the recording room. I nodded then removed the huge ass headphones.
He mouthed to come outside and so I did.
"You did great sis!"
He bear hugged and right now i'm being squished ass fuck. Jesus.
"Mamas, alright finn take it easy"
He finally let go of me and I smiled at him
"Thanks"
He sat down on the couch and looked at me
"So..we're finally done with this song"
I sat down on the chair which is in front of im
"Yeah, it took 100000 years to get this finished"
"And now i can't wait for my babies to hear it"
He laughed and said
"They're gonna love it..no doubt"
He stood up and looked at me carefully like he's trying to figure something out
"And for a celebration! Some of my friends will go out and i'll be joining them later. You can invite some of yours too. Wanna come?"
"Nah, i probably just want to stay home for now"
I just want to be alone
He kneeled down in front of me
"You've been doing this for the past couple of years since you and y/n br—
"Okay stop right there"
I closed my eyes and stood up. I can't deal with her right now. I don't want to talk about her.
"Billie, you have to help yourself"
"I can't. I don't want to"
"I know you love her, but things have changed."
I faced him and now I just realized that i'm already crying
"Can we not fucking talk about this?"
He went closer to me and hugged me
"I'm sorry little sis. It's just i hate seeing you like this"
At this point i can't stop crying. Fuck this.
"Are you sure you want to stay in for tonight?"
I nodded to him
"Okay, i'll drop you home"
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We're finally in front of our house and as i was about to open the car's door
"Billie"
I turned to him
"Yeah?"
