She woke up on bed
Her head was aching as she has cried to sleep......
Eyes puff and red......
Kajal was smoked
And she felt her hairs getting stroked
She sensed someone's body pressure against her ......
She got scared and sat upright immediately........
To see him sitting on bed and she was all this time sleeping in his arms.....
She remembered what Happened last night and fresh tears ozzes out
But how he came inside and when he came she don't remember.
Oh yes they keeps a spare key of each others quarters.
She tried to get down
He hold her back
"Leave me"
She said unable to hide her tears as well.....
"He hold her tight in his arms"
She fidget and fight back to break his arrest
But he is definitely more powerful
He fill her in his embrace........
Very tight
She was pushing him with full force
Exhausting her energy
As the more she was resisting the tighter his grip was getting around her.....
"Kyun aye ap wapas....
Jaiye yaha se......"
"I am sorry"
He whispered in her ears
And she broke crying in his arms....
"How can you talk to me like that"
She sobbed
He kept saying sorry and she kept weeping, soaking his shirt.....
"I know this is wrong
I am too much paranoid
I just can't help it
I can't stand you with someone else.
And that Abhimanyu
I just don't trust him"
He said when he felt she is calm enough to listen.
She heard everything
She is not crying anymore.
This is not the first time he is making such promises....
This has become the pattern
Initially she use to think that he will take time to change
Things will get better slowly...
But things are getting worst with time
His insecurities and possessiveness is hurting her again and again.
She raised her head from his chest...
And brush her hairs back....
"Meri class hai
I have to go"
She said and left to get ready.....
She came out in her uniform
Came to him and hugged him from back as he is preparing coffee..
"Happy birthday"
She said and turned to leave
"Maine coffee bana like hai"
He said holding her arms.
"Mera man nahi hai"
She said and released her arm from him and she walked away.
She has decided that this time she is not going to forgive him easily....
He sat on chair and holding his head in his hand..... He cursed himself for turning a person which he is not liking himself.
His questions are insult to her.
He know
He still end up insulting her....
He need to catch up with his duty as well
He left too
Disturbed with this silence between them....
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From last 3 days
No calls no msgs
They both were feeling so vacant.....
She missed him like hell....
His love his care......
She so desperately wants to be in his arms.......
She finally convinced herself that it's not entirely his fault...
When you love someone .... So deep you outlook their flaws....
She tried to explain herself that he is so alone in this world... That's why he gets insecure so easily....
She even started feeling bad for being so harsh with him.
And then his one message was enough to melt her like wax.
"I love you..... Jaan"
She picked up her car keys and drove off without informing in the base .....
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She was anxious to meet him
She drove harsh and rough......
It was midnight already.....
When he opened his gate to see her standing there with moist eyes...
He was in tears as well
He pulled her inside...and locked the door .....
And banged her against the wall kissing her furiously....
Touching her urgently
She again bend down in front of his love.
They were High with emotions.
He said sorry several times as he kissed her neck...
She stood sticking to the wall with hands against the wall to as he kissed her navel sitting down on his knees.
He scratched her skin
And she felt at peace.
She is home to him
Her skin is like meditation
He got drowned in her
She took his insecurities and fear and wrapped them with her love.
