So it turns out that Estonia was overjoyed to help me! But...
"... What do you mean you can't multiply numbers? Oh, boy... You really are not ready for seventh grade..."
I looked down a bit and mumbled, "Sorry.."
"No, no, it's fine. We just have a long way to go... Alright, what can you tell me about the American Revolutionary War?"
"W... What? What's a "Revolutionary"?" Eduard deadpanbed then flopped his head onto the table we were studying at and groaned. I felt really upset, I hadn't meant to cause all this trouble and seem so stupid!
I looked down and mumbled an apology before standing up.
"I, uh... I'll study more later..." I said softly before walking to my room and locking the door.
I knew this was going to be a long process.... I heard a ding on my laptop and looked over to see a Skype call.
"Huh?" I mumbled to myself before answering.
It was Estonia.
"Tere~! I wanted to see if you were okay," he said caringly.
I nodded and replied, "Yeah, just a little tired. It was a long day." That wasn't a complete lie. I was tired.
We talked for quite a while before Ivan made me go to bed around eleven.
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I stepped into the school the next day with a small yawn. I went to the office to get my lunch card, which only took a little bit, before going to my locker and first class- math.
I sat in the back, staring at the letters and numbers on my paper in utter confusion.
"If D + 65= 120.... What does "D" equal?" I mumbled then blinked. Isn't D a letter? I slowly raised a shaky hand before our teacher walked over to me.
"Is something wrong, Candy?" He asked, looking at me.
"Well... I-Isn't D a letter, not a number?.... And I-I'm not sure what a "algebraic expression" is," I mumbled a bit. Again, bad grammar skills.
He frowned deeply, "An algebraic expression is when you have a variable plus another variable but not an answer," he replied, my face contorting in confusion.
".... What's a variable, sir?" I asked shyly, hearing a few kids around me snicker as they watched.
He sighed loudly and said, "Candy, this is fifth grade stuff!"
I whimpered and muttered, "I-I was in an orphanage from s-second grade until now... We didn't have s-school..." I tried not to cry, biting my lip and looking down.
He blinked a bit, wide-eyed. He then muttered, "I'll... Set up a tutour for you..." He took the worksheet back up to his desk, glaring at the other students to silence them. "You can just... Read for today." He pointed to a bookshelf.
I nodded and stood, shakily grabbing one of the smaller books and starting to read it.
"R... Rej-je... Rejected," I mumbled. I didn't know many of these words and I had to keep sounding them out. Mr. Joseph looked at me almost pitifully before writing something down.
After that travesty was over, I went to my next class, which was science.
As Ms. Harvsky lectured on about something called "global warming", I deadpanned in utter confusion. What the heck were "greenhouse gases"?! What's an "ozone layer"?!
I sighed and lay my head in my arms silently.
When that eternity of confusion ended, I walked to the caffeteria with my card in hand. I waited in line silently before getting my burger and fruit and sliding my card through. The lady at the register frowned a bit.
"You need to put money on your card soon. You can't get any extras if you don't." I looked down and nodded before taking it and sitting at a table in the back.
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After that all finally ended, I went home with history and English homework. This wasn't going to be easy... So I called Estonia!
[Sorry guys, I have really bad writer's block right now...]
JE LEEST
Living with... Nations? (Hetalia)
FanficWhat happens when a young girl runs away from her abusive parents, spends years in a poor orphanage, then gets adopted by Germany and Russia? I own nothing but my OCs! Also, TW for a possible eating disorder/self-harm.