MY love MY life

Way TO Go

Arthit..

       I  was  going back to Newyork I know it was bad to broke his trust for me why I knows he loved me dearly and also try to tell me many times but I want to go for him and for myself i knows it was selfish but I don't want to hurt him.

           I was waiting on airport for formalities I don't even said it to anyone.

                 I will always remember you Kong my Kong I heard his voice he calls my name.

    I thought it was my illustration but i heard his voice again I turn my head saw what I don't want to saw.

           " His eyes are red like he cries for hours his mouth only says my name" he came near me he gives all of prides and begging me to come.

     
          I was controll my best to not broken in front of him.....

Kong.

        I  know my sun avoids me this days I don't know what i done wrong but I really cannot stop thinking of him I goes to his house to meet him but i heard from watchman that my sun was going to Newyork today.

        Next I don't know how but I was in front of airport I was in mess my tears not stopped I searching him I don't care how people saw me right now I only want to find my life.

         I finally saw him near entry I keep calling him our eyes meet I faster my steps I took his hands in my hands I was keep asking him why he was going to Newyork without telling me and he was keep on silent.

           He asked me why he want to ask me .

          "WHO are you"to me....

I was broken".

       But i don't want to him to  LIVE me.

       I keep begging him I said to him he was my life but he push me and starts to his steps....

        "I  WAS NOT NOw begging to GOD for him to be with me"