MY love MY life

lovely pain

Arthit:

      

         I  feel warmness which I was addicted to it.

           I   feel  his right hands on my wrist hugs tightly.

             I   slowly opened my eyes to saw my lovely hubby....

                  Has always perfectly handsome I kiss his chin.

             Slowly  broken from his hug.

          I  saw him again slowly get near his forehead to kiss.

       " whispers" ........ sleep hubby I will wake up you when I prepare your favorite breakfast.

             I  finished my morning routine.

             Goes to kitchen to prepare pan cakes with coffee and my pinkmilk.

 

               I   saw my reflection on mirror  I saw kiss marks on my neck.

           smiling on it.

 

            I wakes on my day dream when I feel back hug.

             kong~~~~~~live me naaa~

         I  let small moans ~~~~

          when he starts to sucked my neck I was so sure that he will live hicks there but who CARE when we love it.

          But time CARE😅

      
         Alarm on nigh stand wakes both of us.

            we  finally share our pecks.

   

        Then  he went to shower.

         I   starts to prepare for us eat.

               And packed lunch  to my hubby.

        

         Oon !!!!Oon...

       Pass Me towel!!!

       HERE ....

       Take it !!!!

       Kong  what are you doing leave my hand  ...

       k..o..n~~g  Kong s..to..p.kiss me.

      You will late for your work .

      what Oon I just want to have morning kiss with you but if you ok than can ......we~~~~have it again naaa.

     No !!!!

      Get ready you can have me on night....

   

       Has your comment my queen.

          
      I help  to wear his clothes .

Will I like to do it》😷

    we   starts to eat we also feed eachother.

         I feed to my Kong he eaten it with smile on his face.

    

        Suddenly  everything was starts to fade....

         Kong disappears!!!

       ķong!!!!!Kong....

       Oon!!!!

        Oon!

 

    I open eyes to clear vision.

    I  saw  my Kong but I can't able to touch him.

        I can't able to take my hands to touch.

      I   want him to hug I want to hug him I want to kiss him I want to tell him how much I love him.

         But i can't able....

             I   really   wish my dream that i  had to come true.

                 But it could not able to happen.

               I  loss  my body control because of disease i was not even able to move for seconds...

             I loss my talking ability.

            I can't able to do anything for my Kong.

         My hubby.

        I want to call him like it but I can't when he done all to me.

         He will bathe me feed me give all his love and care.

             He always says his love.

             Gives me kiss.

              Says  love to me.

               care for me!

But  what going to written i want to say DO!!!!

         But i can't do!

      For my love my life!!!!

       My life  when i dead I want him to be happy with a person who love him dearly.

           Support him always.

          Care   him always....

       

               Not   a burden like me.

kongpop:

       I saw my love who sleeping  peacefully.

        I was lucky to have him.