Sweet Love

Shawn Mendes

I was lying between each of Shawn's thighs on the couch, my back resting against his broad chest and his arms wrapped tightly around me.
We were cuddled up and tangled together under a warm blanket, watching some random movie on the TV that Aaliyah really wanted us to see with her. Aaliyah was lying under another blanket in the beanbag in front of us, resting her head on the edge of the grey sofa.
Shawn's chin was leaning against my shoulder and his lips gently brushed against my skin, as his fingers were caressing my bare arms gently, moving around in soft circles.
Cleary, Shawn wasn't paying much attention to the movie – I didn't blame him though, chick flicks was never really his thing – but on the other hand, I knew he loved moment like this one right here.
Being intimate, being loving without having to use any words or doing any grand gestures. Just lying here, affectionately cuddling with each other without speaking; sometimes it was all he needed.
To feel close, feel like home, feel like his old self.
His fingers moved to the back of my head and he gently ran them through my messy, unwashed hair.
He planted a quick kiss on the top of my head, as his nose tip stroked my neck. I tilted my head to the side and allowed his cold but soft lips to place a tiny – almost unnoticeable kiss – on my tender skin.
His fingers disappeared from my body and he reached down and stroked Aaliyah gently on the top of her head, rubbing her shoulder before giving it a quick squeeze and then his hands were on me again.
She looked up at him and smiled widely. She was just as happy that Shawn was back and honestly, I think she'd missed him just as much as me.
I couldn't stop the smile that spread on my lips, but I didn't take my eyes off the movie. Whether or not I wanted to admit it fully, I was a sucker for cheesy romance movies.
I let my hand run under the blanket, before stroking Shawn's thigh softly, letting my thumb rub his skin just below where his shorts stopped.
I shortly gazed up at him and watched how he was scrolling through his phone rather quickly. Normally, when I was in the mood for cheesy stupid movies – as Shawn liked to call them – he'd find something else to do or go the gym, but because he was finally home again and Aaliyah had begged him to see it, he couldn't get himself to say no to her.
I'd always loved that about Shawn, how much of a proper big brother he is to her. I love watching them interact together, they have this deep and honest connecting that somehow always ended up touching my heart.
I'd always wanted a relationship like that with my brothers; I always wanted them to be just as protective of me, as Shawn was of Aaliyah. And though it was hard to decide, I think it was one of the many things, I loved most about him.
I bended over and kissed his flushed cheek quickly, he didn't remove his eyes from his screen, but his little smile grew wide and it only took seconds for the butterflies to crack open in my stomach.
Not matter how many times he sent me that smile, I never got used to it. It was like seeing it for the first time over and over again.
I turned my head back to the TV, feeling Shawn wrapping his arms around me once again, pulling me – if even possible – closer into his chest.
"God, I missed you" he whispered, leaning forward and closer to my ear.
I let my hand stroke the back of his hair, but I kept following the subtitles on the movie, while my fingers played a little with the hair on the back of his head.
I let my fingertip draw a heart on his skin, letting him know I'd missed him too. He replied by hugging me even tighter, so naturally I cuddled myself further into his grip around me.
"Aaliyah, can you hand me the popcorn?" Shawn said, putting down his phone.
He waited patiently for her to answer, but got a little annoyed when she didn't react to him at all.
"Hey little one, the popcorn" he said, raising his voice slightly. He sighted heavily, rolling his eyes shortly.
As much as they loved each other, I knew they could fight too. They knew what annoyed each other, what buttons to push, without a doubt.
I leaned forward, looking down at her as a small smile spread on my lips. I pulled the half empty bowl of popcorn out of her hands and placed it on the table. I pulled the blanket further up her body, letting my fingers nuzzle the top of her head.
I let my heavy body rest against Shawn once again, gazing to the side to meet his familiar eyes.
"She fell asleep" I told him, sending him a wide smile.
Shawn clucked a little, probably of his frustrated reaction only seconds ago, but he had been a little agitated the entire night. I figured he was just tired from touring and maybe a bit stressed out, so I'd let it slip.
"I guess that hockey game knocked her out completely" he laughed mildly. His hand reached out for the remote and he turned the sound down a little.
"But she was glad you made it" I assured him, finding his hand and wrapping my fingers around his.
Shawn had to change two of his flights to get home in time for the game and I think that stressed him out as well, but Aaliyah needed her brother at the game for support and Shawn had saved the day by making it back in time and surprising her.
"Yeah, I know" he muttered, letting his lips brush against my hair.
I felt his nose tip broom against me, as a husky, deep noise slipped out of his mouth. Shawn's long fingers slipped under the blanket as well as under my shirts and slipped down my naked stomach. His cold fingers made my entire body shiver and I felt the small hairs on my arms rise.
"Oh god, Shawn!" I hissed, knowing where he was going with this as soon as I felt his boner poke against my back.
I couldn't stop the silent laughter that escaped from my lips, but I tried hiding the noise by biting into my lip.
"I know baby, but I've been craving this for weeks" he whispered honestly, exhaling against my skin.
I watched as he shut his eyes tightly, letting his forehead rest against the back of my shoulder. Playfully, he let his teeth bite into my skin.
"Jesus Shawn, your sister is right there!" I panicked, feeling his hands move against my bare stomach underneath the hoodie I was wearing.
"Babe, please" he almost begged me. His voice was rasp and almost painfully desperate.
"She's sleeping" he tried, letting his tongue move against my skin as he spoke.
"Shawn, this is not going to happen. Aaliyah is right here!" I told him, grabbing around his hands and removing them from my body.
"Fuck sake" he whined, letting his fingers run through his damp hair.
I laughed at his childish reaction and his pouty mouth, before rolling my eyes at him. I felt Shawn press his lower body against my back, feeling his thick boner dig even further into my skin.
Oh, he was sneaky. Very sneaky.
I hurried to bite my lip, strangling the moan raising in my dry throat, shutting my eyes hardly.
I was not giving in, I couldn't.
Aaliyah was literally sleeping at the end of our feet; Shawn's parents would be home in a couple of hours and we could go to his room, he just had to wait, end of story.
Shawn leaned teasingly further against me and I felt his deep breath against my ear. "You know-" he started, letting his fingers run down my neck, following the visible with the vein.
"I've been thinking a lot about you while touring" his teasing words made me tilt my head back, taking in a deep breath. 
"Have you now?"
Shawn nodded seriously, removing a tot of hair behind my ear. His fingertip ran across my earlobe, before he grabbed around it and pinched me hardly.
I swallowed the lump in my dry throat, feeling my entire body quiver from his mocking touches on me.
"I have, especially late at night, all alone in my hotel room, touching myself" he breathed, exhaling once again against my ear.
Even though I'd told him off, he obviously wasn't giving up and unfortunately, he was getting under my skin, slowly fucking with me in every possible way.
His fingers moved up my shirt once again and made it to my bare chest. I really regretted not wearing a bra today in this exact moment. Shawn's fingers rubbed my bare breast, squeezing and playing with my hard nipple.
"Wha-what s-sort of thoughts?" I asked, feeling the heat flush my face.
"Very, very dirty once" his voice sounded darker than usually, but it made my entire body shiver.
I swayed my back, trying my best not to give in to his games, but it took all the willpower I had. Two of his fingers pressed my nipple between them, forcing me to moan loudly.
"Shh" Shawn hushed me, covering my mouth with his free hand.
Every inch of my skin started burning, while Shawn's left hand continuingly played with my breast under the blanket and his right palm pressed roughly against my mouth.
"Please" he whimpered once again, his voice almost cracking at the end. "I just want to fuck you, y/n. Right here, right now"
My eyes shot to Aaliyah sleeping in the beanbag at our feet. And though little snoring noises slipped out of her mouth, I was still trying to figure out just how heavy she was actually sleeping.
"You just have to wait a little longer, Shawn" I tried, moving my lips against his pressed palm.
"I'm too fucking horny to wait" he groaned, moving his fingers against my nipple.
I twirled from his touch, not able to focus on anything he was saying. A wide smug ran across his face as his eyes stuck on me.
"Please, don't make me wait" he said, slowly removing his hand from my mouth.
I couldn't force a single word out, I could barely even breathe. Shawn grabbed around my jaw from behind, turning my head to the side. He leaned forward and crashed his desperately lips against mine.
They were eager but my mouth was welcoming as well. I couldn't fight it, I just gave in, I didn't even last a second before Shawn's wet tongue had slipped into my mouth. He groaned against my lips, sucking all the air out of my lungs.
Shawn grabbed roughly around both my wrist, pressing them down to my side with our lips still attached. He was telling me not to move, not to fight him on what he was about to do next.
Shawn's heart was pounding against his chest and I felt every heartbeat against my back. He broke our kiss, before gazing down at me with a smirk on his pink lips.
Even the way he looked at me, sat my entire body on fire. It was like his eyes were undressing me slowly.
Shawn's hands slipped under the blanket and he forcefully let them slip in between my legs. I grabbed around his thighs on each side of me, digging my nails into his skin in pure pleasure.
"Shh, be quiet" he told me, not moving his fingers until I'd gotten control over the whimpers slipping out of my trembling lips.
"Good girl" he whispered, kissing along my neck.
"Fuck" I whimpered silently, shutting my eyes tightly.
Shawn's fingers grabbed around the hem my panties, painfully slow pushing them down my thighs. His thumb brushed softly against my clit, once again forcing my entire body to crumbled by his touches.
Shawn's arm held me back against his chest, though my entire body wanted to turn around and face him.
"Now, be a good girl and lay still for me, okay?"
"Okay" I breathed back, swaying my back in desperately.
"Completely still, we can't wake up Aaliyah" he whispered into my ear.
Suddenly, his thumb stopped rubbing against the edge of my clit and to my surprise and with no warning, two fingers slipped inside me rather roughly.
Though I tried my hardest, a loud moan forced its way out of me. Shawn hurried to cover up my mouth, once again pressing his palm against my trembling mouth.
My nails pressed against his thighs, running down his legs probably leaving trails of red marks behind.
He moved his fingers slowly inside of me, almost pulling them out of me completely before pushing them as deep into me as he possibly could, just to almost pull them out of me again. I pressed his thighs down against the sofa hardly, fighting the urge to scream out loudly.
"Quiet, baby, quiet" Shawn told me once again, letting his eyes dart between me and Aaliyah at the end of the couch.
His picked up the pace with his fingers, moving faster and harder inside of me. He forced his fingers deeply into me, rubbing my clit with his thumb during. I felt Shawn's eyes burn on me, but I didn't have enough strength to look up at him.
Shawn knew just how to make me feel everything a thousand times more, he knew just how to push me to my limit, he knew just how to please me.
If I looked up at him now, I'd lose my shit completely and for sure wake up Aaliyah.
Even Shawn had a hard time keeping himself down and he was the one playing with me. Small whimpers and tiny groans escaped his lips as well, the almost silent noises being whispered into my ear, drove me completely mad.
I felt the heat in my steamy cheeks as Shawn fingers contingently teased me, it honestly felt like he was mocking me.
"Shawn, I can't" I sobbed, biting into my lip.
"You can't what?" he teased back, as a huge smirk spread on his lips.
"It's driving me crazy, please" I begged him sorely.
Shawn's two fingers pushed themselves deeper into me than his fingers ever had been before. His hand forced my jaw to the side and he closed the tiny gap between our lips. His were burning warm as well and his body felt tense.
I let my hand slide to the back of his neck, letting my fingers wrap into his damp hair. Shawn hit a perfect spot on my clit and it made me moan into his mouth, but it only seemed to turn Shawn on even more.
He let his thumb rubbed against me even faster, his fingers still playing inside of me. His other hand slipped down to my breast again, before he started rubbing me hardly again not removing his lips from mine.
My tongue desperately spread his lips, meeting his sweet taste. I let my hand slip down between his legs, rubbing his boner on the outside of his soft shorts.
Shawn's body became even more tense and I felt his nails dig into my tender boob. My hand slipped into his shorts and I met his hard length.
I let my fingers slip around him, before my hand moved up and down him slowly. Shawn strangled a loud groan, shutting his eyes in desperation.
He was trying his very best to stay quiet, but he failed epically at it.
Shawn threw his back and broke of your kiss. Shutting his eyes, he let the pleasure he'd been craving consume his wanting body.
I felt his chest pound harder than before as I listened carefully to his panting breath. Shawn grew harder and harder while my hand was still moving up and down his cock, rubbing the right places and touching his soft spots.
"Fucking hell" he whimpered, biting into his bottom lip.
I heard the husky groan in his throat and managed to press my palm hardly against his lips as a loud moan forced its way out of him.
"Shawn, keep it down" I begged him.
"I'm trying" he breathed, biting his lip roughly.
Shawn's thumb continued to rub gently around my sensitive area, it forced me to suck in air. Though I felt rather awkwardly about this whole situation, I couldn't help but getting more and more turned on. It was uncomfortable but thrilling.
Shawn's middle finger slid into me as well and suddenly, all three of his fingers were moving in and out of me.
My entire body twirled and though I surely thought it wouldn't be possible, Shawn added another finger.
Once again, it was Shawn's turn to cover my mouth as I couldn't hold back the scream he forced out of me.
Shawn finger fucking me like this, was honestly the best thing I had ever felt. His fingers moving inside of me, made it rather hard for me to focus, but I still manged to move my hand against his boner as well.
Though Shawn was struggling too, he was way better at hiding it and strangling his dark groans.
"You're so fucking wet and ready for me" he teased, biting into my earlobe.
He was struggling to get control over his uneven breaths but had to give up at the end, as I started rubbing his dick harder and quicker.
He bit into his bottom lip, letting his hand grab roughly around my wrist, his nails digging into my skin.
He pushed my hand to move faster against me, panting massively. A loud moan unwillingly made it out of Shawn's lips and you both froze but the loud sound.
Suddenly, Aaliyah's head moved a little and she rose her hands to rub her eyes. Shawn's fingers stopped moving inside me, but he didn't pull them out.
My hand dropped the grip around Shawn's thick lengths and I let it slip out of his shorts. Shawn struggled to catch his breath again and somehow gaining back some control over his body.
My heart skipped a beat and my hands started shaking, as she was slowly waking up.
Fuck.
"Is the movie already over?" Aaliyah asked sleepy, turning her head to face us.
I felt a lump in my stomach as her tired eyes met me, but luckily, she didn't seem to catch on to anything.
Shawn tilted his head to the side, knowing his cheeks were burning up and his hair had become sweaty and messy from me pulling in it.
"Y-you fell asleep" I stuttered, trying to breathe normally. Aaliyah smiled to me, stretching her sleepy body.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to" she apologized, removing the blanket from her body.
"It's okay, love. The game wore you out" I said, this time my voice didn't sound too weird.
I could still feel Shawn's fingers inside of me, which made it rather hard for me to focus and my eyes kept flickering from Aaliyah to Shawn's wide smug on his rosy lips.
"I'm knackered" she laughed back at me, running her fingers through her long, dark hair.
Teasingly, Shawn pulled out his fingers of me. It made me twirl from his surprising move and I had to fight the sob wanting to escape.
"Is it alright if I just go straight to bed?" she asked, feeling a little guilty for forcing us to watch a movie with her.
"Sure, hon. Get some rest" Shawn said lovingly, sending his little sister a warm smile. She grabbed around the bowl with popcorn, before getting on her feet.
"It's okay, I'll wash it up" I hurried to say, she nodded and put it down again.
Aaliyah hugged me goodnight, before she walked over to Shawn. He reached out for her and placed a kiss on her forehead, giving her a little cuddle.
"Sweet dreams, poop" he said, sending her another smile.
"You too, shithead" she gave back, dragging her heavy body up the stairs.
Both Shawn and I kept quiet until we heard her door slam and the house became silent. I hit Shawn's shoulders, tilting my head towards him.
"Hey!" he whined back at me.
"I can't believe you made me do that" I said, staring him down.
A laughter ran across his lips, before he sent me a wide smirk. He leaned against me, teasingly letting the wet fingers he'd had inside me, slip over my lips.
"Well, it sure looked like you loved it"
"Just shut the fuck up and fuck me already" I said, rolling my eyes at him.
Shawn pushed me down on the couch as he placed himself on top me, pressing me further against the sofa. He pushed the grey hoodie over my head, letting his hands run down my naked body.
"I thought you'd never ask"