Broken

Chapter 9

Jin and Jungkook were both extremely confused, Jin more than Jungkook. They went into Jungkook's room to talk about what had happened.

"What exactly happened before you came to get me, Jungkook?" Jin asked sitting on the desk next to the large bed. Jungkook sighed and shook his head.

"I just was walking down the hall and heard him. He asked me to get a rubber band? But I could tell something was wrong so I asked and he said he was fine. He closed the door but i opened it again and tried to find out why he sounded so upset. Then he freaked out and so I came to get you." Jungkook told the story as briefly as he could. Honestly the explanation didn't help either become less confused, but they couldn't figure out a way to think about it and make sense of it. And so, for now, they left it. It was almost time for them to leave to go to the company building and practice for their new comeback, the first that HyunJi will be a part of. So, Jin sent Jungkook to go get everyone for breakfast, while he made the food.

After a short time Jungkook had returned with a horde of tired and hungry boys.The only one who truly looked awake was J-hope. Unsurprising though as he is basically a virus of happy and energy. Soon after everyone had sat down and they all ate, they were heading out the door to get into the van and head to the company building. HyunJi and came out of his room shortly after everyone started eating and just sat waiting on the couch. He wore the same clothes as yesterday considering he still hadn't gotten any new ones. Noticing this Jin grabbed his wrist gently and pulled him back.

"We will be out in a second. Jimin, HyunJi will borrow a shirt of yours." Jin announced as he walked away with HyunJi. Everyone, other than Jungkook and Suga, groaned for having to wait even longer, and Jimin was practically fuming at the thought of the younger wearing one of his shirts. The other members head to the van to wait while Jin goes through Jimin's closet to find a shirt for HyunJi to wear. He groans with disappointment at all the clothes that wouldn't look great. Finally he finds a purple half-zip turtleneck with white stripes going down the arms. He grabs a white beanie to go with it and hands them to the small boy. "Put these on and then we will go, ok?" Jin asks, to which HyunJi nods back and smiles brightly. After changing, the two head to the van and are greeted with a two open seats, the passenger, and one between a sleeping Suga and Jimin. Jin sat in the passenger seat and HyunJi climbed to the back to sit between the others. As he sat down, Jimin scoffed.

"You chose that?" he said under his breath. HyunJi's breath was caught in his throat at Jimin's next words. "I would've pick something that doesn't show off your fat as much." Jimin's eyes closed and he fell back asleep, leaving the small kid to sit listening to his own terrible mind. Stupid. Fat. Ugly. Mistake. How could you think you would be accepted. You killed her. Everyone hates you. Kill yourself. Kill them. Waste of space. Murderer. Kill yourself. Kill Yourself. Kill them. Kill Yourself. Kill them. Die.

All HyunJi could do was sit there listening to his mind tell him things like that. He tried to get rid of the voice so many times but it never worked, so he just leaves it now, it's not like it's wrong.

A/N- well, I'm sorry this chapter sucks, I'm sorry I didn't get anything up sooner. I really have lost inspiration to do anything but I love this story and want to continue. I'm sorry if I've disappointed anyone. This chapter sucks but hopefully it will help get me back into writing this. I'm sorry it's so short