Asthma (Jimin)

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You ran around through the crowd, desperately trying to find your friend's daughter. "Have you found Rin?!" (F/n) yells out in panic. You shake your head. "I'll find her!" You call out as you run towards the now empty hallways. You search through empty doors, asking the staff if they had seen a child with a black flowery top and a black skirt with black ballet flats. None had seen her, but they did allow you to search in the off limits area in case the child ran there. You walked around the hallways, an employee next to you. "How old is the child?" She asks as you open a door. "She's ten. Her name's Rin." You say as you lean against the wall, exhaustion taking over. She presses her hand on your forehead. "You have a fever miss." You shrug. "I need to find Rin first." You say as you continue on looking. As your vision blurrs, you use the wall as support. The employee helps you sit on the ground and her hand instantly goes to her radio. "I need back up. Someone has collapsed." She says as you slump on her shoulder. Grabbing her bottle, she presses it against your hot forehead. "I-I'm fine." You whisper as you close your eyes in attempt to relieve the dizziness. "Auntie?" You look up to find Rin running to you in tears. "I'm sorry! You're sick and you had to look for me!" She cries out as she hands you your inhalor. You give a small shrug as you shake the small container and take your medication. "Miss Rin. Does your Aunt have Asthma?" The child nods. "It's bad. Me and Eomma always carry an extra in case she feels bad." Rin murmurs as she hugs your slumped body. Foot steps run towards you, and you soon find yourself being checked by a medical staff. They check your blood pressure, your temperature and your oxygen levels. They hand you a small candy to eat and place you in a wheelchair. As you're passing by with the medical staff, your eyes meet someone you haven't seen since they left Geumjeon. Park Jimin. You avoid eye contact as the employee places Rin on the ambulance. You're put in a stretcher and connected to the machines. Since when was Asthma this bad? You find (F/n) running to the ambulance, calling out your name as you and Rin are driven to the hospital.
     You were in a white room, Rin asleep in the sofa. Someone knocks on your door and in walks (F/n). "Someone brought me here." She tells you with a soft smile as she drags a chair next to you. "How are you feeling?" She asks you quietly. You clutch her hand and look away. "My illness is more than we thought. Asthma is leaving me with a few months to live." You murmur as tears begin to fall. (F/n)'s grasp on your hand tightens as you're brought in a hug. You sob into her shoulder, the oxygen mask bothering you. "My asthma is in a horrible state. I soon won't be able to breath at all." You whisper out. (F/n) runs her hand through your hair as you silently cry out your pain. You're told that you'd have to use a wheelchair from now on. Everyday was a painful begining, struggling to breath as (F/n) holds you. Rin had no clue you were dying. Your time was spent crying in your own room, and laughing as you're taken out to amusement parks. You take a bunch of photos with the two of them, along with some of the three of you out in the streets taken by some friendly people.
     You're in your bed, looking at photos of your childhood. They were all full of a small mochi called Park Jimin. Your phone lights up.

I know you can't go outside anymore due to the doctor telling you... But try going to your balcony
      -Unknown

     You look at the message with confusion. Who was this? You wheel your way to the balcony with Rin's help. Outside on the balcony was a blonde male. Jimin. Your childhood crush. Your eyes water as he gives you his special eye smile. "I'm sorry for coming all of a sudden. (F/n) told me about your situation.... I finally got to find you." He says in tears as his arms wrap around your neck. You cry out as you hug back. "Jimin!" You say with a smile. "(F/n) is leaving with Rin. They're giving us some time for ourselves." He tells you as he lifts you up bridal style. You give a small yelp as he takes you back inside and places you on your bed. You sit on his lap, his arms around your waist. "I went back to Geumjeon after debuting. (M/n) told me you had moved out with your friend and daughter to Seoul. I searched for a long time before I got stuck with being an Idol." He tells you as he presses his head against your chest. You run your fingers through his soft hair, a smile on your lips as you kiss his forehead. Your chest tightens slightly, but you ignore it.
      "Even if I was busy, I spent my breaks searching for you. That day in the concert, I swore you were beautiful... You always were." He tells you. You squirm a little under his touch as his hand goes to your waist. You giggle. "You changed Jiminie. You're more handsome. But you'll always be my little mochi." You say as you kiss his nose. He gives a smile as you both stare at each other's eyes. You press a kiss on his forehead, his nose, his cheek and finally on his lips. He instantly kisses back but soon lets go as you instantly pull back, your hands clutching your chest as you desperately try to breath. "(Y/n)!" He yells as he instantly calls the ambulance. As he's about to run for your inhalor you shake your head, tears falling. "It.... Won't.... Work." You wheeze out as you hug the male. "I'm....Scared." You whimper out in sobs as he holds you. He brings you in to one final kiss as the ambulance rush in an take you to the hospital. You never made it though.
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Jimin is standing next to (F/n) and a sobbing Rin, holding an umbrella to cover themselves up from the rain. He had no more tears to cry. They all ran out after hearing you passed away on your way to the hospital. (F/n) stretches a letter out to him. "It's from (Y/n). She would have wanted you to have it." She whispers out as both females leave. He gently takes out the paper from the envelope.

Hey ChimChim!
(Y/n) here! If you get this, it means I died and I wasn't able to tell you this. I've loved you since forever! I wanted to tell you about my asthma when we were small, but I never got to. I searched for you ever since you disappeared. I never stopped. I moved in with (F/n) because my parents didn't want their only child to die a lonely death. They wanted me by a friend. By my loved one's side. I guess Mum knew about you being in Seoul huh? I never stopped thinking about you. I have something waiting for you with (F/n). You may not know, but Rin isn't her daughter... She's ours. We were young. Around 18 when it happened. We got drunk. We ended up making a baby. I was to tell you, but you left to chase your dreams. I don't blame you though. Rin knows you're her father, and that I was her father. Can you please take care of her when (F/n) can't? I'd like for you to know our daughter better. Park Suu Rin sounds nice, doesn't it? I love you my little mochi. Now and forever. Keep them safe for me in my place, will ya? It would have been nice to be yours. Park (Y/n) was my last wish. Don't stay sad Jiminie. I'll be watching over you and Rinnie!
         ~With lots of love, (L/n) (Y/n)

Jimin stared at the letter in disbelief. He had a child? He looks up at (F/n) and Rin. The child looks at him and waves. "Daddy!" He walks to the two and stares at the adult. "She wanted to tell you about Rin before she passed on. I assumed she didn't finish..." (F/n) says in tears as Rin holds your friend's hand. "Don't cry! (Y/n) doesn't want you crying!" She says with a small smile as she points to your grave. "She's watching and you're making her feel guilty." (F/n) giggles and gives a nod. "You're right. She would have smacked me for crying." She says. Jimin bends down and opens his hands. "Come here Rin." He says gently. The child runs to the Idol with giggles. He stands up with Rin in his arms. "I'll be telling PD about Rin." (F/n) nods. "She needs to be around her father now. Just call if you need me to take care of her." She says giving the Idol her number. He nods. "Stay safe (F/n)." The female nods. "Same goes to you." With that, (F/n) leaves.
    He walks to Big Hit with his child holding his hand. PD stares at him in confusion. "Who's this Jimin?" He asks as his friends and bandmates surround Rin. "This is Rin. My child." He says showing his manager Rin's birth certificate. PD reads over it, along with the letter you had left for Jimin. "I assume this will go on the news and Rin will be staying with you?" The young Idol nods. "I'd like to be with my daughter for a while." Jimin says with a smile. "Rin. Say hi to my roommates." The child gives a bright smile. "I'm Park Suu Rin (L/n)! Imma keep mommy's maiden name with me!" She says with a giggle as she looks towards the window. "Mommy?" She asks as everyone in the group spots you. "Thank you Jimin." You say with a smile as you fade away. The Idol and Rin give a final farewell as you disappear. Where you were, layed two winged necklaces, Jimin, Rin, and (Y/n) written on the back. He gives a small smile. "Goodbye (Y/n)."

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