Your fingers danced across the piano tiles. The tears you kept hidden all day, finally came crashing down. You felt hopeless. Crushed. Hurt. Betrayed. He just left you without saying a single good-bye. Just got up and left while you had slept.
You were all alone once again. With no one to be by your side. All alone, in a world so cruel. Even if you begged for his return, he never came back. The man who wrecked your life.
Jung Hoseok.
You should have moved on. Its been five years since you last saw him. But you couldn't. The feelings would linger. They'd cause you pain. Pain you didn't want to feel. Your arms were now scarred. All bruised and cut, everything done by you. No one could save you. Even if they tried, they wouldn't get any progress.
You stayed silent as you looked out the window, your hair tied back in a messy bun. Bags hidden under make-up. A sigh escapes your lips as you curl in a ball, the tears falling down once again. You wanted him back. You wanted back your first love.
Your blankets shift and out comes your sleepy best friend. "Couldn't sleep?" She'd ask you with a small smile. You nod and sob. Her hands bring your thin body towards you, her arms wrapped around you as she brings your sobbing body to a hug. Her fingers run through your messy hair as she falls back on the bed, your body next to hers.
"Did you take antidepressants ?" (F/n) asks you quietly. You shake your head. "I don't wanna take them." You whisper out weakly. Your friend lets out a sigh. "You have to take it girlie. Its the only way to get better." The female tells you. You close your eyes, the tears still slipping. "I found Hoseok, (Y/n). I don't want to hurt you more than you already are, but he's happy with the life he has. You shouldn't have to bear the pain of him leaving." You sit up in shock, your body trembling. "H-He's happy?" You cry out in tears. Your friend gives a small nod. "He has new people. New friends. A new... Girlfriend." You stand up and rush out of the house, ignoring the fact that it was pouring outside. "(Y/n)!"
Your sobs are covered by the pouring rain as you rushed out to the busy streets. The tears rushing out faster than usual. Your heart ached. The fact that he forgot all about you, hurt.
A hand grabs your arm and you're pulled to a chest. Right in front of you, a car passes by. "What the hell were you thinking?! You could've been run over!" The man yells at you. You look down and sob loudly. The male gives an annoyed sigh and begins dragging you across the street. Realizing you wouldn't move, he drops his umbrella and picks you up bridal style.
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A towel falls on your head as the male squats in front of you and begins to dry your hair. You were currently in some clothes he had gone out to buy for you. Leaving you semi dry inside a warm music studio. "Min Yoongi." He tells you as he rubs your head. You look up at him in confusion. He sighs. "My name is Min Yoongi. What's yours? I'll get my friends to help me find your way home." You look down at your lap. "(L/n) (Y/n)." You say as you look up. Your gaze catches the piano. "Do you play?" You give a small nod. He gestures you towards it. "go ahead and play while I make a phone call." As he leaves, you sit on the rolling chair and stare at the piano. Could you do it? Play the song you once did with Hoseok?
Closing your eyes, your fingers dance through the tiles. The melody flows throughout the room as you quietly play. A hum escapes your lips, a sad smile smile forming. The tears you held back for a while rushing out. How long had it been since you played the piano? Around 5 years it seemed. Yet, the piano still wasn't your forte. You look around the room and spot a violin.
Standing up, you remove it from the wall and tune the instrument in your hands. With a small smile, you close your eyes. The song you hadn't played for years, finally out. Your fingers gently move along with the strings.
A piano begins to play with you but you pay no mind. You wanted to finish this song. Your tears are wiped away and you quickly continue the song. The pain radiating from the violin in your hands. Sharing your sadness with those around you. As the song ends, your eyes flutter open. In front of you was Min Yoongi and five others. Looking towards the piano, a gasp escapes your lips.
Sitting there, facing you was Jung Hoseok. The male who had left you five years ago. You would have cried. But they had run out. You just look at the male in disbelief. "Hoseok?" You manage to sob out. He gives you a small smile. "Hey baby." You look away and head towards the door, slamming it shut in the process.
He was back. Yet he never once bothered to check up on you. Never once did he explain why he left you. No messages saying sorry. No voicemails. Nothing at all about him. You didn't know how to feel. Happy that he's back, or angry for him leaving you a wreck.
The dry clothes were now soaked, your arm tightly clutching your scarred wrist, drawing out blood. You payed no mind to it. Instead, you wanted more to fall out. Scratching your wrists with all your might, your arm was completely covered in blood. The rain gently drew away the blood. A sigh escapes your lips as you collapse on the ground. "(Y/n)!" You look up to find a soaked (F/n) running towards you. "Baby!" On the other side was Hoseok running towards you. Both were instantly in front of you. You look away as you grab (F/n)'s outstretched hand. "Sorry Hoseok. I don't think I can be near you anymore. All that you've caused me was pain. I... Dont want to hurt anymore." You whisper out weakly. "So, this is goodbye I guess." You say quietly as your friend guides you away from the male who ruined the happy life you once had.
Hella late and I'm sorry! Happy belated birthday Hobi! This may have been sad but there might be a part two. Hope you all enjoyed. Song isn't mine. An ost from a k dramas called boys over flowers. See you all next time.
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BTS X Reader One-Shots
Historia CortaMidnight here! This will be a BTS x reader One-Shots book. Lemons are allowed, same for fluff. Hope you guys enjoy!
