Medicine

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(Clarence on the right, Patty in the middle, and queen on the left)

⛅Next morning ⛅
Waking up to breakfast from McDonald's in my face and a note attached to to saying my name on the front. I sat up unattached the  note from the McDonald's bag, opening the envelope.

"Good morning my beautiful queen I didn't want to wake you because you look so beautiful when you sleep, got you some breakfast and will be back in a bit

                            Love,
                        Clarence

"Aww Clare" I smiled putting the note back in the envelope. I looked inside the bag pulling the food out starting to grub on my food.
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I took a nap after tidying up the room, doing homework, and doing laundry for Clarence, and took my morning medicine. My phone dinged and I looked at my notifications.

Trey🤞❤️: Heyy queen, just came home from my tour really want to see and armon also Jaz.
Me: sure Trey I'll text you the addy
Trey🤞❤️: your not at home? Why what happened
Me:Long story I'll tell you when you get here
Trey 🤞❤️: ight see you soon

I'm so scared to tell Trey, armon, and Jaz what's been going on with me and Chris lately. Oh Trey, armon, and Jaz are me and Chris close friends while growing up until they became famous and left home by going on tour, doing shows, etc. Barely saw them my sophomore and junior year, but to tell them I've been raped, abused,and pregnant by Chris they'll beat the shit outta him but we all made a promise when we were Young. "No secrets" I whispered to myself. About an hour later a car pulled up I obviously knew it was them. I came outside, ran up to Trey and gave him a hug and the rest of them. "Queen you look different" Armon gave me a look. "yeah you okay sis" Jaz looked at me concerned. "um let's go inside and talk" I sighed going up the stairs. They followed me  into the house taking a seat across from me. My palms were sweating, my legs shaking, mouth dry asf, and felt dizzy,"Um there are some things we need to talk about, ever since you guys left during my sophomore year I've been abused, raped ever since and it's gotten worse my senior year because now he's cheating on me,  I tried making excuses for him over and over again but face and body told it all, recently I was raped again and now my doctor reported my vaginal area is damaged very badly and I need surgery also I'm 9 weeks pregnant". They all looked at me in shock and anger. "Tell me it's some other nigga and not Chris my dawg" Armon bawled up his fist. I nodded "Yes it is". Armon furiously got up "Oh hell nahh". I covered up my face beginning to cry "I'm sorry you guys". Jaz hugged me "It's okay Queen it's not ya fault". Armon started fuming like crazy making an exit out the house. Jaz followed armon trying to calm him down. Trey was silent as a mouse looking at the wall. "Trey say something" I whined. Trey looked at me "What is there to say queen my own friend is being abused by this nigga for so fucking long and didn't tell nobody". I shrugged my shoulders "If you were here I would've told you". He crossed his arms "What about momma bulls". I shook my head no, he looked at me crazy "So she just now finding out too huh". I nodded, he looked at me "Is there anything else I need to know like who's house you staying at". I looked around "Im staying with a close friend name Clarence". Trey clapped happily "Thank the Lord ik he would come around soon". I looked at him curious "You know Clarence". He nodded giggling "Yess since freshman year he told me about you and he was scared to talk to u". Wow this whole time they know him and I was so wrapped around Chris stupid ass.
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🌛Later that night🌜
I started cooking dinner for Clare and Patty tonight they really tried to doubt my cooking skills. "Queen did you take ya night pills" Clare came into the kitchen eating a piece of chicken wings. I slapped his hands "No and stop touching the food it's not done". He rubbed his hand"Hurry queen I'm hungry asf". I took my pills and popped his booty "Watch ya mouth". Patty started ctfu "She popped that ass". I pointed the tongs at Patty "you wanna get popped too Patty". He raised his Hands "No ma'am". An hour later I served their food to them and at my food at the table. Clarence sat next to me "Hey buddy". I looked at him "I need to talk to u". He looked up at me "Wassup". I folded my arms "You knew Trey since freshman year". He nodded "Yea we we're really close since freshman year until he went on with his music career, why he told u". I nodded "Yea we talked earlier today when u were out". He looked at me concerned "Everything okay". I looked down at my food "Uh yeah". He lifts my chin up "Tell me please". I took a deep breath "We just talked about what's been happening with me okay". He rubbed my thigh "It's okay queen". He really thinks everything is going to be okay when the father of my child beats me, bullies me, cheats, and almost damaged my insides. Then Clare going to tell me its going to be okay....wow. "Stop telling me everything will be alright" i moved his arm off my thigh gets plate off my lap putting it in the kitchen then goes in his room laying down.
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🌜@ 12:00 am🌜

While laying in the bed crying my eyes out....ugh fucking hormones. The door opened wide Clarence stuck his head out "Queen can we talk please". I held onto the pillow "Go away clare". He walks in laying on the bed "Not until you talk to me ". I turned around my back facing him "No". He put his hands around my stomach holding me tight kissing my shoulder "I'm here for you forever and always". I sighed in relief and nodded "Okay Clare".  Even though i was mad at the moment.....i felt so safe and loved by his presence but i dont want to get attached so quickly.