Ascension

Chapter 11

~Tionne~

Check this out I am going to Michigan for the weekend you wanna roll with me Li said as we packed our stuff? Naw I gotta go handle up on that situation. Don't go to hard on her I mean she's young and she just wants to have a good time. A good time is one thing, acting a fool is another, but I don't know now. You don't know what now? I kind of been having second thoughts you know since Dalvin and I've been kicking it. Second thoughts about her? Yeah, I mean what if I am leading her on. Can I see myself with this person for the rest of my life and on top of that can I trust that when I am on these tours she won't lose her mind again? You really think she stepped out on you, I mean from what you tell me she loves you and she wouldn't do that. I just don't know Li. Don't make any snap decisions that you'll regret in the long run. Besides you know what to expect from Dalvin he's the pretty boy type. Naw he's a church boy. With a dick! Lisa! Dick has a mind of its own, at least with her you know she only got one mind.

What yall talking about Chill said coming into the hall way where the beds were? Nothing she was just asking if I wanted to go with her to Michigan. Michigan we just getting off the road and you hitting it again? My nigga wanna see me and that's where he is so that's where I am going. Oooo she got a nigga whoopy de doo! Hey, don't be mad at me cause Dallas got that toothpick dick. Lisa what's up with you and the word dick? Well what would you like to me call it she said straight facing me? Never mind I said laughing as I grabbed my stuff to exit the bus. I'll see yall in two weeks. Yup. Looks like your situation is here Li said motioning for me to look at Justice. Remember Tionne she's young and I am sure whatever happened she wasn't trying to do it. Yeah, we'll see. If all else fails, get you some bomb head before you let her go. Bye Lisa I said shaking my head as I walked towards her. I was surprised to see her there waiting for me, then again, I wasn't cause she knew her ass was in trouble. I approached the car and she looked at me and then looked down before handing me the keys.

Naw you drive I said putting my stuff in the back seat. She hesitantly walked around the car, got in and started the car. We rode for a few minutes before she said anything. I just want you to know I didn't fuck him. How can I be sure of that Justice? I swear on everything I love I didn't. Go to the park we need to talk. She drove over to the park and parked the car. I didn't Tionne I swear I didn't fuck him. I don't even know how I got home that night and I don't remember anything but me and Chante going to the party. Justice when I said have fun I didn't mean that kind of fun. Drinking and getting drunk is too much. What if something had happened to you? What if Chante pulled one of her stunts and left yo ass there by yourself. You gotta think about shit like that Justice, I am not always going to be around to protect you. I know, and I am sorry she said sniffing a little. You better not cry. I am not she stiffening her back and looking me in the eye.

I couldn't deny her, even though I told Li I was having second thoughts, I knew as well as she did that Justice had a hold on me one that wouldn't be broken easily either. Come here I said opening my arms to her. I am so sorry baby she said leaning into me. I know, I don't want to be hard on you Juju but you gotta have that boundary between having fun and being cautious. Yeah, I know Vannah told me the same thing. Actually, she yelled the same thing to me. She grounded me for the rest of the summer. Grounded! Yeah, she said I needed some damn structure and as long as I was in her house it was either ass beating or grounding. You took the grounding. Hell, yeah, my sister hit like a dude. I was not trying to feel that pain. I bet you weren't. She spoke to me after that and explained why she was so upset. We looking out for you Justice we don't want to see you get taken advantage of. Trust me it won't happen again.

I missed you baby she said kissing me. Mmm I missed you too. before I knew it, things started to heat up when her hand found its way in my pants. Hold up baby! What she said looking at me with lust in her eyes. We not really about to do it in the park are we. We in the car though? It's broad daylight and I am sure folks can see us. She looked around at the kids playing and the folks walking around. You're right, my place or yours? Mine I said licking my lips. Mama and Kayo are out so we can have the whole house to ourselves. Bet she starting the car. I'd never seen her drive with that much passion in my life. Soon as we got in my room we were all over each other. Mmm Baby! Shhh I've missed you she said pulling my shirt over my head. Mmm damn you sexy she said looking at my body. She started kissing me again. Baby! Baby! Yeah, she said looking at me. Lock the door I don't want interruptions. Yeah, the door she said almost tripping over something to get to the door. She locked it and then looked at me with this look I'd never seen in her before. She bit her lip as she walked closer to me. We never once looked away from each other as she approached me, once she got to me she slowly and gently touched my body. I love you she said softly against my lips. I love you too! My second thoughts went right out the window when she said that.