Chapter 1

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(CAMILA)

               It's  been a year. A year since i left Fifth Harmony. I'm a solo artist now and it feels alot different. I miss them alot, I miss Normani, Ally, Dinah and of course Lauren. Lauren and I dated for a year, We hid it from the fans, she wants it private but I didn't. Things didn't work out for us, so She broke up with me.  I haven't talked to the girls since i left. They ignored my messages and it fucking hurt.

             I am now a solo artist. I released my first album and I'm on my tour, but today is my last tour. My last tour is at Mexico. After that I'm going back to L.A. Great.

             As soon as I went to the stage, my fans hasn't noticed but I've been faking my smile. They think that I'm happy, especially that my tour concerts are sold out. But inside I'm actually broken. I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm not the girl who makes corny jokes, I don't fool around, I actually matured alot. And I barely laugh. I don't even know who I am anymore. Everyday I'm sad, depressed and I'm basically emo as fuck right now. I guess the old Camila is gone....

           After the concert. I went in my dressing room and I packed my things. I was ready to go back to L.A. I got in to my private jet. I sat down and put my headphones on. I started listening to sad, depressing music. This is my life. Full of depress. No Happiness. The old Camila is gone.

        As soon as I landed in L.A. I went to my apartment that I rented. I put my stuff down, I went to the bathroom and got a blade. I sliced some on my wrist. This is my life. and I couldn't stop. No one can stop me.  After that I went back to the living room, I saw a picture of my mom and I. I started crying.
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(FLASHBACK)
1 YEAR AGO

I was in the tour with the Fifth Harmony. We're in New York, I recieved tons of missed calls from a number. I decided to call that number back. It ringed and ringed and finally someone answered
"Hello this is Los Angles Hospital how am i help?"
"Hi, this is Camila Cabello, um you called me and I was wondering why?"
"um.. Oh your Camila Cabello? Um Your mom is here."
"Wait why?" I asked shockingly
" She has breast cancer, Stage 4. you should get here" The person answer.
As soon as he said breast cancer, I dropped my phone and start to cry. Stage 4 and I didn't even know about it.

    i told my manager that I need to go back to L.A, I took a private jet there. as soon as I get there I went in to the hospital, i went to the counter and ask for Sinu Cabello.
"oh I'm sorry but Sinu Cabello had passed away 2 hours ago." The girl said. My heart stopped beating. I dropped to the ground and started crying.
      i didn't even get to see her. Why would you do this to me mom? you PROMISED me.
you promised me that you'll never leave me..

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