Chapter 3

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"What medicine? What does Hailee mean by that Camila?" Joe asked, which caused everyone to look.
I stared at them not knowing what to say
"She's been sick for a couple of days" I turned around and I see my manager, Jonas, walked in. I sighed in relief. " Camila caught a flu when she was doing her tour, she went to the hospital and the doctor gave her medicine to make her feel better. Right Camila." He said looking at me
I gulped "y-y-yea" I hate lying, to be honest I sucked at lying.
"Okay. Since everyone is here,Why won't we get this meeting started." Joe said
We all took a sit, Joe is I sat beside Ariana, Taylor, Hailee , Shawn and Hanna. Across from me our fifth harmony and little mix.
"So what's this meeting about," Hanna asked. Hanna is a friend of my, she's a new artist, she's a lesbian and when I was in fifth harmony, she did this video of how much she love me, like inlove.
"This meeting is just collab, each of you will create song, record and sing the song and collab with each other. Then if it's very successful, all of you will go to a big tour."
"Okay." Taylor said, while everyone nods
"During this collaboration, you guys will be living together in a big house, then tour together so you all have to get along," Jonas said
I gulped, I don't know if I should agree to this because I know the fact that me and the fifth harmony wouldn't able to get along , I could feel the tension between us. They hate me and they wouldn't able to forgive me, they'll never will.
"And what if we don't get along." Dinah said
"Well you all have too." Joe said
Dinah scoff "Dinah not here." Ally said
"What I can't say anything, the fact that someone here particularly ditched us to be a solo artist!" She said staring at me. My heart break in pieces.
"She became a solo artist and guess what she became successful, winning 25 awards in total and guess what, she is named as a "famous young artist." Dinah kept going. I stared down and literally tearing up "her tour is sold out and she gets like 100+million views a month, but guess what we all found out that we don't need her, because we're happy without her." She kept going staring at me
Everything went silenced, Ariana was holding my hands under the table and I looked down crying.
"Camila?" Taylor whispered. I stood up and walked out

HANNA'S POV
"What the fuck is wrong with you." I screamed at Dinah
"Shut up slut." She said
"Dinah. Stop." Normani said
" you know what you can call me a slut but don't you see that Camila went through enough??" I yelled
"What do you mean?" Ally asked softly
" of course now you guys are playing dumb, Camila mom died, her little sister won't even looked at her, she went to depression, she tried to"
"That's enough!" Jonas said looking at me,cutting me off
I realized at the moment that I spilled almost all Camila's secrets, I sat down, calming my self. For few moments is just quiet, no conversation at all. After a while I see Camila walking back in
"I don't think I can do this anymore." She said
"Camila. You can't backed out now-"
"I can. I can't do this anymore. I don't want to keep feeling pain." She said tearing up
"Mila" I said
"It's Camila, never calls me Mila, or Camz, it's Camila" she said walking out

CAMILA'S POV
it's been 2 days since that "meeting". I ignore Hanna, Taylor, Ariana and even my manager Jonas. I get it that he wants to help me but I want to be alone.
As I walk to my Mom's graveyard, I sat down and looked at her. It hurts. I remembered that time that I tried killing myself just to be with her but it didn't work. Ariana and Taylor saved me. It seems like no one visited my mom ever since I went to tour because when I got here it was still my flowers 6 months ago. I took off the dead flower and I replaced a new one.
"Hey mom" my voice cracked "so right now my life is a shit. It's always a shit, ever since you left me. I still mad at you, for not telling me that you had cancer and the fact that you left me. I haven't seen Sofi or Dad. I have no idea where they are. They left me mom." I said tearing up. I sighed and continued "I have no one left mom, I saw Normani, Ally, Dinah and Lauren and they hate me a lot, but I'm glad that they are happier without me. It hurts but I'm glad there happy. If I told them what happen to me they'll probably sad. I don't know what to do anymore mom, my life isn't the same, everything isn't the same and I don't want to live anymore." I cried even more. I don't know how long I've been there but I started hearing someone coming towards me. I turned around and I saw Ariana.

ARIANA'S POV
I went to Sinu Graveyard because i know the fact that Camila will be there. For the past 2 days a lot of things have been happening.

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After Camila walked away, the rest of us have been told to go to the house that we will be living in. We all went there and I saw the house was huge. We all went in quietly and no one has spoken a word since Camila walked out.

The next day I haven't heard a word from Camila. I tried calling her, texting her but she didn't replied. We were all sitting down in the couches, on our phone. We were all getting to record.
"Have you heard from Camila?" Jonas asked me. I looked up and I saw the Fifth harmony looking at us.
"No" I shake my head.
"Well do you know where she is?" He asked me again. I simply shrugged "Cmon Ariana, I need Camila to be here, we all need Camila. And also this is part of the contract. Her reputation will be ruin if she didn't show up." He said
"Well she wouldn't walked out If someone here should've kept their shitty mouth up." Hanna Interrupted us.
"Shut the fuck-"
"Dinah! That's enough." Ally said
"Guys! Stop this! Like you guys think that your mature but you aren't. Let me get this straight. If Camila didn't show up by tomorrow all of your reputation will be ruin. You got it." Jonas said. We looked at him and nod slightly.

We didn't record at all because we needed Camila. As soon as we got "home" Taylor spoke up "We need to find her."
"I agree but where?" Hanna said
"Ariana? You must've know where she is. You guys are close, and she lets you in, she pushes us all away except for you." Taylor said. I looked up and I see fifth harmony glaring at me. They seem mad/angry? Do they still care about Camila?

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As I walk at the graveyard, I see a tiny person sitting between two stones.
"Hey mom" I heard her. I know eavesdropping is bad but I just can't help it. "so right now my life is a shit. It's always a shit, ever since you left me. Im still hella mad at you, for not telling me that you had cancer and the fact that you left me. I haven't seen Sofi or Dad. I have no idea where they are. They left me mom. I have no one left mom, no one. I saw Normani, Ally, Dinah and Lauren and they hate me a lot, but I'm glad that they are happier without me. It hurts but I'm glad there happy. If I told them what happen to me they'll probably hate me even more. I don't know what to do anymore mom, my life isn't the same, everything isn't the same and I don't want to live anymore." I heard her tearing up even more. I started walking up to her. As I walked up to her, her head turned to my direction. Her nose is red, and her eyes are swollen and red. I sat down beside her and pulled her closer to me. She put her head on my shoulder and we sat there in silently.
"I promised that I'll always stay with you" I broke the silence.
Camila's sighed "I love you but never keep promises that you can't keep"
"Camila I mea-"
"One time, when I was in fifth harmony, My grandma died, she was the best grandma that I ever had. We were doing our tour when my grandma died. After the tour, I had a meltdown, I cried so much. Lauren comfort me. She was there, she promised me that she'll never leave me and that she'll always be there no matter what. She promised. I believed her." She cried even more.
"Then" she continued " when she started dating Lucy things didn't work out, I asked for advice and she'll always told me to go to my mom for advice, i kept asking if she wants to go out and hang but she never answer back, she just ignored me. I felt so left out and a lot of shitty happens to me that no one can help me with. so I left Fifth Harmony. She was never there Ari. Since then I stopped trusting people."
"Well, I'm not like them. Trust me, I'll always be there for you." I said hugging her tightly. As soon as we broke the hug, i looked around and I saw a paparazzi. Great, another headline.
"C'mom lets get out of here. Come back with me. I'll be with you the whole time." I said standing up. She took my hand and start to head back.

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