one-sided love ; norenmin ✔

four

Renjun lied down on his bed with his knees up to his chest, crying silently as he didn't want his mother to hear him and worry.
He felt so hurt and felt that it was pointless to live. His lungs started to feel abit itchy and all of a sudden, he started coughing. The itchyness soon turned into pain as renjun opened his eyes and widens as he saw white flower petals on his hand.

"w-what?" the pain soon went away as he threw the flower petals away and decided it was time to sleep.

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"ringgggggg!" the bell rang which signals the start of class. It was already monday. Renjun spent the entire weekened crying non-stop and locking himself up in his room and his mother found out and was really worried but renjun was stubborn and didn't open his door. He also didn't eat and drink.

He was feeling a bit better today as he finally left his room this morning for school and his mother convinced him to eat an apple and drink some water but he didn't want to answer his mother's questions and so, he didn't.

"renjun!"

Renjun turned to jaemin.

"i went out with jeno during the weekened to hang out and i'm thinking maybe i do have a chance but i was too nervous to confess" jaemin pouted.

Before renjun could congratulate him, mr kim went in and started the lesson.
Renjun felt upset as jaemin was too focused talking about jeno that he didn't even look at him.

Halfway through class,
Renjun was listening to mr kim but barely when suddenly, jaemin's head fell on renjun's shoulder. Renjun looked at jaemin and realised he was sleeping. Renjun smiled sadly.

1 day left to wednesday. Renjun thought. Should he do something? But that would be too selfish.

He could feel his lungs heating up again and quickly put jaemin's head on the desk before quickly making his way to the bathroom.
On the way, he already started coughing up flower petals. Renjun looked at his hand, starting to really panic.

"d-do i have the hanahaki disease?"

He quickly threw it into the bin. He was really shock and felt him having difficulty breathing and suddenly, his vision went black.

I have no idea where this is going, tbh.