My Alpha [ Sotus S x 2 Moon]

ch. 15

No hate here fella and sorry for the spelling or grammar error.

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On the way to Arthit house.

Beam's body was rocking, seating at the back seat of his car while Pha driving it for him. Just like his body, his mind and heart were the same.  Beam choose to follow Ming nicely without force and less the possibility of Pha and Ming end up fighting and worse make his pack in bad terms with Silver Moon Pack.

"Aren't you afraid?" Kit asks.

"Of what?" Beam put poker face that he has these days.

"Meeting P'Arthit."

"Should I?"

'Of cus, I should'.

"You hurt his brother."

'I know that but...'

"I'm hurting too."

"Hmph...?"

"Nothing..."

Two days which like two years have passed since Beam start avoided Forth and the reason was not as what they think. He wishes to turn the time. He wishes he won't meet him that night. He wishes...Forth can be a bit selfish. And most important, He wishes...for Forth to stay the same.

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[Flashback]

"Forth..."

"Beam..stop...wiggling...or you will drop...Beam..."

"Forth..."

"Ok...ok...we here." Forth open the hotel room and kick his shoe before put Beam on the bed.

"I told you not to drink that thing to much but you did not listen."

"Forth..."

"What?" Forth look away avoided Beam gaze but his hand still busy help Beam take off his shoe and sock.

"Look at...hick~up...me...hick~up..."

"Just say what you want to. I can hear it."

"Forth...hick~up..."

"..."

"Forth...hick~up..."

"..."

"FORTH!" Beam cup Forth face and force him to look at Beam.

"What?" Forth tone sound weak.

"Kiss me."

"..."

"I say kiss me."

"I hear that."

"Then why didn't you kiss me?"

"I don't have an answer for that."

"Yes, you do."

"No, I..."

Beam kiss Forth for short time before Forth pushes him away.

"Forth..."

"No, Beam. Please don't do this."

"Why? Do you hate me? Do you have some else who you can kiss?"

"No...it's just...you drunk..."

"WHY..."

"I say you drunk."

"No, that not the reason."

"Just...go to sleep. I going to out for while."